It gets harder each day to handle the many things that come my way. Yes, i'm blessed that work has been okay. But the tears kept coming and the fear constantly stays. It refuses to go just as this heart refuses to accept the changes that's occurring in me. Why does it always seem hard for me to take in changes? That comfort bubble again. Sighs!
Work without school has been doing pretty fine and it's only going to get tougher now that school will commence again next Tuesdayl With project barely finished, i'm iin for a really groovy rollercoaster ride in my life. I'm rushing like mad right now, trying to fit in the pieces together and no, my English doesn't help at all.
What's worse i'm suffering the worse mental breakdown ever. I suppose there's always a limit to what every human can take in in their life. I know I told myself that i can be super woman who does an all-rounder jobs. But super woman do breakdown sometimes. Don't ask me how i do cause i myself don't know what's happening to me. Work is enough worry. School is another worry. Household chores is another worry. I managed my time well, at least that's what i thought. I did the washing for the past weeks even when my sister had her off days, she didn't help! I ironed and I swept and I cleaned the toilet! And right now, I can't take it anymore. I'm mentally drained and my body is physically lethargic. And it's only three weeks in work ad i'm struggling. Oh God, guide me in the right direction :)
To add to my own misery, I am having the worse menstruation cramp I have ever felt and all i want is my boyfriend to be here. But too bad, he can't be here. And I'm an emotional wreck right now :)
Thank you, Syira for being here :)
Work without school has been doing pretty fine and it's only going to get tougher now that school will commence again next Tuesdayl With project barely finished, i'm iin for a really groovy rollercoaster ride in my life. I'm rushing like mad right now, trying to fit in the pieces together and no, my English doesn't help at all.
What's worse i'm suffering the worse mental breakdown ever. I suppose there's always a limit to what every human can take in in their life. I know I told myself that i can be super woman who does an all-rounder jobs. But super woman do breakdown sometimes. Don't ask me how i do cause i myself don't know what's happening to me. Work is enough worry. School is another worry. Household chores is another worry. I managed my time well, at least that's what i thought. I did the washing for the past weeks even when my sister had her off days, she didn't help! I ironed and I swept and I cleaned the toilet! And right now, I can't take it anymore. I'm mentally drained and my body is physically lethargic. And it's only three weeks in work ad i'm struggling. Oh God, guide me in the right direction :)
To add to my own misery, I am having the worse menstruation cramp I have ever felt and all i want is my boyfriend to be here. But too bad, he can't be here. And I'm an emotional wreck right now :)
Thank you, Syira for being here :)
riyah starr@ 2:09 pm