Today has been really unkind.Sometimes i wish that the ground would open up and swallow me in.I just don't understand things as much as i want to.Why do people pick on me for the little things that i do?Why must it be that the negative things outshine my strengths.Is it that bad as to run your mouth at me?Sighs.I hate you sometimes but i never am like that girl.Not like her, never will be like her.Maybe it's just this wall i'm banging my head into.
Today i wish i never that human creature.She is such a bitch!!Thanks for making life so sweet seeing you suffer.And thanks for showing me the real girl you are (:
Today i'm proud of myself.I know what it is (: Top Top Top !! (:
Today i wish i never that human creature.She is such a bitch!!Thanks for making life so sweet seeing you suffer.And thanks for showing me the real girl you are (:
Today i'm proud of myself.I know what it is (: Top Top Top !! (:
riyah starr@ 7:46 pm
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Loads have happened since last week.Since my frustration, things have started to cool of.I can't remember when i last updated so ill try to recall as much as i can yeaps (:
Thursday (21st Sept)&Friday (22nd Sept)
Did i mention that i fell sick yet again?Okay now i dont know how many times it has been this year down with fever.But the road to recovery has been kind.Cause preparations for Grad Tea was on my mind.Anyways, i didn't want the same thing to happen like it did when i was in Sec4 when i had fever before prom.So i went to the doctor for early medication.Thankfully i made the right choice (: Rested well.
Friday, Geetha came over to my house to make my hair.I LOVE HER CREATION!Straight hair makes me feel that it's truly long (: Thanks darling!In the end, the both ended up meeting Huda late.So sorry for having problems with time management.Overall, a nice time spent with my firends.And the movie was good too.Though i was rather not in a good mood thereafter.Only Dee knows what i have told her.
Saturday
Went to the beach with the other 4 major people of my life.It was rather a great outing since i needed so much to let go off things in my mind.It helped cause i was carefree and away from what was causing extreme stress.
So now we've begun fasting.So far it has been good how time past by so quicklyAnd school has made it even tiring to concentrate full force on revision.But i've started no dount about that cause we have received our Prelim results.Not that good but at least i could see the improvements i've made.Still i must say that i need loads and loads of work for Economics.I'm still trying to find out what has caused my interest in Economics to dip.I need that inspiration again (:
I finally wrote out my thoughts in my personal diary.Things that i left out over the past months.Things that left such scars in my heart.Things that only i can relate to.I miss writing it out.I realised why i was keeping things inside of myself.I wanted my friends to be happy.I didnt want to bother them with what i was truly feeling.Cause i'm uncertain of what i'm feeling most of the time.But im glad i dont spoil the mood.I love being happy, i love the laughters.
Anyways, here was one of the conversation i had with adik (: I was telling her that there is this good looking reporter on CNA.She was telling me that no matter how handsome he is, it can't beat the handsomeness of ahem.And she added that i have 2weeks to see him.So depressing!But yet again,it's very true what she is saying.Partly, i dont want not having to see him.Yet something is holding me back.From the way things were and the things i heard, i shouldn't have let the emotions drive me on.Let's leave it at this k?
It's a little bit too upsetting tonight.
Sonehow it's eating me up inside.
Thursday (21st Sept)&Friday (22nd Sept)
Did i mention that i fell sick yet again?Okay now i dont know how many times it has been this year down with fever.But the road to recovery has been kind.Cause preparations for Grad Tea was on my mind.Anyways, i didn't want the same thing to happen like it did when i was in Sec4 when i had fever before prom.So i went to the doctor for early medication.Thankfully i made the right choice (: Rested well.
Friday, Geetha came over to my house to make my hair.I LOVE HER CREATION!Straight hair makes me feel that it's truly long (: Thanks darling!In the end, the both ended up meeting Huda late.So sorry for having problems with time management.Overall, a nice time spent with my firends.And the movie was good too.Though i was rather not in a good mood thereafter.Only Dee knows what i have told her.
Saturday
Went to the beach with the other 4 major people of my life.It was rather a great outing since i needed so much to let go off things in my mind.It helped cause i was carefree and away from what was causing extreme stress.
So now we've begun fasting.So far it has been good how time past by so quicklyAnd school has made it even tiring to concentrate full force on revision.But i've started no dount about that cause we have received our Prelim results.Not that good but at least i could see the improvements i've made.Still i must say that i need loads and loads of work for Economics.I'm still trying to find out what has caused my interest in Economics to dip.I need that inspiration again (:
I finally wrote out my thoughts in my personal diary.Things that i left out over the past months.Things that left such scars in my heart.Things that only i can relate to.I miss writing it out.I realised why i was keeping things inside of myself.I wanted my friends to be happy.I didnt want to bother them with what i was truly feeling.Cause i'm uncertain of what i'm feeling most of the time.But im glad i dont spoil the mood.I love being happy, i love the laughters.
Anyways, here was one of the conversation i had with adik (: I was telling her that there is this good looking reporter on CNA.She was telling me that no matter how handsome he is, it can't beat the handsomeness of ahem.And she added that i have 2weeks to see him.So depressing!But yet again,it's very true what she is saying.Partly, i dont want not having to see him.Yet something is holding me back.From the way things were and the things i heard, i shouldn't have let the emotions drive me on.Let's leave it at this k?
It's a little bit too upsetting tonight.
Sonehow it's eating me up inside.
riyah starr@ 9:44 pm
Monday, September 18, 2006
Finally, the end of Prelim.Not that it's a good thing but at least it should be a good gauge for oneself.Sucha nice feeling these days when the cool wind blows against the warm skin (: Only nice thoughts can remain in the head and in my mind.
But today,i'm EXCEPTIONALLY hurt by this human creature.I suppose this time kindness does NOT pay off.After all i did for you, you said those hurting words about me and my friends.My heart was the most sincere in welcoming you into our circle of friends.But i don't think it was worth my time.Waiting for you when you won't even make the effort to do the same for me.And you tried to poison the mind of my friend, i'm sorry you behave like this.And i should be sorry for myself by being hurt with the way you are, but the truth is i am.
Enough said, i'm pissed.
But today,i'm EXCEPTIONALLY hurt by this human creature.I suppose this time kindness does NOT pay off.After all i did for you, you said those hurting words about me and my friends.My heart was the most sincere in welcoming you into our circle of friends.But i don't think it was worth my time.Waiting for you when you won't even make the effort to do the same for me.And you tried to poison the mind of my friend, i'm sorry you behave like this.And i should be sorry for myself by being hurt with the way you are, but the truth is i am.
Enough said, i'm pissed.
riyah starr@ 8:53 pm
Friday, September 15, 2006
Wow!I suppose this is the longest since i updated my blog.But life's been hectic and unkind,what can i say?
Sunday
It was like the first time since a long time that i stayed home alone for so long.I can't remember where my mother went to but the rest of the family were at work till night.Bummer!No no, in fact my siblings went out after work to Suntec.So with almost all the lights on from 630pm, i watched Charlie's Angels and tried my bestest to finish up on management.Honestly, felt so tired of studying but i had to hold on right?
Monday
Management seems manageable but after the paper, it was really a sad feeling.Cause i know i'm not going to do well for it.The data-response was a killer with the numbers involved.At this point in time,i hate doing up management calculations cause it's just complicated.Until now i don't know what makes up current assets and current liabilities.I don't know what is long-term liabilitites.Sighss!
Reached home relatively early so i sent Mat to school.Boy, he's darn cute!I love him to bits.I don't know how come he makes me proud each time.And each time he splits from me, he'd give me this adorable hug and keeps waving until he reach into the hall (:
Tuesday
Economics paper was in the afternoon which makes studying rather slack.If you studied very well for Economics, i don't think you'd find the paper that difficult.But i don't know how much i wrote was making sense.But i'm really praying hard that it would work out cause i think that i tried to wrote it better than the mids(:
Had shorter time to study for Physical geography since i only reached home like 330pm.My mum was shocked that i was continuing to study without attempting sleep first.But she understood that time wasn't my friend.I nearly exploded with the amount of facts that i was supposed to remember.But i suppose early preparations work in a way (:
Wednesday
The paper was manageable too?!!?Just kept on writing but i think i can at least pass?Tried to sleep when i reached home after sending Mat again.Soon after my brother woke up and started the computer which was going to be a big mistake.He kept on listening to the same freaking song like a gazillion times and i was just there on the sofa sleeping.Tsk tsk tsk!After much tolerance, i gave up and did my Human.
Out of all times, my migraine had to appear when i was most into my revision.It was so frustrating!!But with daddy's phone-call, i just kept on going.Ended the night with a pill and a deep sleep!
Thursday
Nearly over-slept.Phew!Human paper was okay.But i could have misinterpret the questions.Hmm!Is it safe to say for me that i found Physical Geography much simpler than Human?What a suprise?!?
Friday
Finally,it's the weekend (:Paper was okay!I shall keep my comments for today.Cause i don't want to disappoint myself (: After the paper, went to Long John Silver for lunch with the bunch.It was gorgeously beautiful times (: How i appreciate friendship like this (:
It's nearing 40 days.I should be happy for my freedom.But i cannot help it seeing how this family turned upside down simply from the emptiness we felt.Maybe it won't be this way if you were around.But nothing will change the fact and God must brought about a blessing in disguise.Maybe that was why everyone were forced to work together to help each other move on.I miss you, pops!
I hope that cousin will open her eyes to realise that there is more to life than just friendship.I tried being a friend by being harsh to you, but if my advice was ignored, there is nothing i can do.I hope you see that your mother [my aunt] has brought you up.It upsets me to know that you out of all people would be so uber rude to your mother.And it would kill her inside cause she gave you her all, her love concentrated just on you.There was no need to fight for attention.Open your eyes!See that your sister has grew even with the lacking ability.I'm more proud of her than you.
p.s. i so am in love with Beyonce (: wanna buy b-day larr (:
if only you knew that you were irreplaceable.
Sunday
It was like the first time since a long time that i stayed home alone for so long.I can't remember where my mother went to but the rest of the family were at work till night.Bummer!No no, in fact my siblings went out after work to Suntec.So with almost all the lights on from 630pm, i watched Charlie's Angels and tried my bestest to finish up on management.Honestly, felt so tired of studying but i had to hold on right?
Monday
Management seems manageable but after the paper, it was really a sad feeling.Cause i know i'm not going to do well for it.The data-response was a killer with the numbers involved.At this point in time,i hate doing up management calculations cause it's just complicated.Until now i don't know what makes up current assets and current liabilities.I don't know what is long-term liabilitites.Sighss!
Reached home relatively early so i sent Mat to school.Boy, he's darn cute!I love him to bits.I don't know how come he makes me proud each time.And each time he splits from me, he'd give me this adorable hug and keeps waving until he reach into the hall (:
Tuesday
Economics paper was in the afternoon which makes studying rather slack.If you studied very well for Economics, i don't think you'd find the paper that difficult.But i don't know how much i wrote was making sense.But i'm really praying hard that it would work out cause i think that i tried to wrote it better than the mids(:
Had shorter time to study for Physical geography since i only reached home like 330pm.My mum was shocked that i was continuing to study without attempting sleep first.But she understood that time wasn't my friend.I nearly exploded with the amount of facts that i was supposed to remember.But i suppose early preparations work in a way (:
Wednesday
The paper was manageable too?!!?Just kept on writing but i think i can at least pass?Tried to sleep when i reached home after sending Mat again.Soon after my brother woke up and started the computer which was going to be a big mistake.He kept on listening to the same freaking song like a gazillion times and i was just there on the sofa sleeping.Tsk tsk tsk!After much tolerance, i gave up and did my Human.
Out of all times, my migraine had to appear when i was most into my revision.It was so frustrating!!But with daddy's phone-call, i just kept on going.Ended the night with a pill and a deep sleep!
Thursday
Nearly over-slept.Phew!Human paper was okay.But i could have misinterpret the questions.Hmm!Is it safe to say for me that i found Physical Geography much simpler than Human?What a suprise?!?
Friday
Finally,it's the weekend (:Paper was okay!I shall keep my comments for today.Cause i don't want to disappoint myself (: After the paper, went to Long John Silver for lunch with the bunch.It was gorgeously beautiful times (: How i appreciate friendship like this (:
It's nearing 40 days.I should be happy for my freedom.But i cannot help it seeing how this family turned upside down simply from the emptiness we felt.Maybe it won't be this way if you were around.But nothing will change the fact and God must brought about a blessing in disguise.Maybe that was why everyone were forced to work together to help each other move on.I miss you, pops!
I hope that cousin will open her eyes to realise that there is more to life than just friendship.I tried being a friend by being harsh to you, but if my advice was ignored, there is nothing i can do.I hope you see that your mother [my aunt] has brought you up.It upsets me to know that you out of all people would be so uber rude to your mother.And it would kill her inside cause she gave you her all, her love concentrated just on you.There was no need to fight for attention.Open your eyes!See that your sister has grew even with the lacking ability.I'm more proud of her than you.
p.s. i so am in love with Beyonce (: wanna buy b-day larr (:
if only you knew that you were irreplaceable.
riyah starr@ 7:20 pm
Saturday, September 09, 2006
In loving memory of you.
"If i fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
If i fall through these nights i can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on
Now that the lines been broken
I'm too afraid to just look back
The pages have left an empty space
You were all i had
Why does it have to be this way?
These things they'll never change
Still im left with knowing, content and happy
This is all i need"
riyah starr@ 3:13 pm
Friday, September 08, 2006
I did manage to upload the one and only video on YouTube.Idiotic!But never mind, after Prelim i shall upload the rest.I'm still waiting for the lovely camera to be in my hands so i can upload the pictures from all the way back 22nd July.And i have loads of pictures to develop (:
Thursday
Dragged Siti&Aishah to school with me.I wanted to meet up with Ms Ng for some clarifications.I hope it would help me somehow in my Prelim and eventually the A's.I'm really scared out of my wits.But yesterday's meet-up was one hell of a FRUITFUL one.In fact, i didn't ind having been sitting there for two straight hours with Ms Ng, Shamini and Hartini (: And yes, my doubts were cleared.Now i have to put aside my studies for Physical Geography and concentrate more on Economics.
Came back from the consultation feeling really really exhausted.Managed to have my shower and went lied on the bed for a moment.A moment turned to hours.And the fact that i didn't know i actually fell asleep was frustrating.But at least i fell flat!And then i had multiple weird dreams.When i woke up, it was nearly 530pm, so i watched TV.My brother didn't go out so he could accompany me (: So sweet,right?Cause my parents went to the mosque and Dee finished work late at night.And i was scared!!
After breaking my fast, i went to Yew Tee with brother.I don't even know why we were going there but he wanted to buy something.Ended up going 7-11 and bought Paddlepop ice-cream.Hahah!Then everything else was just me watching loads and loads of telly (: Guilty!?NONO!!Cause nothing got get in my head!
Friday
Just taking things really slow.i'm supposed to start studying at 11am but i'm not yet showered.Goodness!And i need to go to MILINK.And that reminds me, study hard my friends (:
Thursday
Dragged Siti&Aishah to school with me.I wanted to meet up with Ms Ng for some clarifications.I hope it would help me somehow in my Prelim and eventually the A's.I'm really scared out of my wits.But yesterday's meet-up was one hell of a FRUITFUL one.In fact, i didn't ind having been sitting there for two straight hours with Ms Ng, Shamini and Hartini (: And yes, my doubts were cleared.Now i have to put aside my studies for Physical Geography and concentrate more on Economics.
Came back from the consultation feeling really really exhausted.Managed to have my shower and went lied on the bed for a moment.A moment turned to hours.And the fact that i didn't know i actually fell asleep was frustrating.But at least i fell flat!And then i had multiple weird dreams.When i woke up, it was nearly 530pm, so i watched TV.My brother didn't go out so he could accompany me (: So sweet,right?Cause my parents went to the mosque and Dee finished work late at night.And i was scared!!
After breaking my fast, i went to Yew Tee with brother.I don't even know why we were going there but he wanted to buy something.Ended up going 7-11 and bought Paddlepop ice-cream.Hahah!Then everything else was just me watching loads and loads of telly (: Guilty!?NONO!!Cause nothing got get in my head!
Friday
Just taking things really slow.i'm supposed to start studying at 11am but i'm not yet showered.Goodness!And i need to go to MILINK.And that reminds me, study hard my friends (:
riyah starr@ 10:37 am
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
riyah starr@ 7:36 pm
Okay, i'm waiting forever to upload that video on YouTube.And that's only my first video.It's barely 2minutes and it has taken me more than 15minutes to get it up and it's still at 61%.It should be uploading as i type this in.After two straight days as what seem to be the greatest days of my life, i'm feeling extremely restless today.Thank God Geetha came over again!If not, i could just clearly imagine myself on my bed sleeping away.Managed to do some physical geography once again.And goodness, Econs turned me off today!
Managed to go to Lot1 to get some stuff.Came home barely an hour after.Drank my Honeydew ice-blended.I'm tired but i need to keep going.Ouhhh, and spooky encounters last night!*snores snores*
Managed to go to Lot1 to get some stuff.Came home barely an hour after.Drank my Honeydew ice-blended.I'm tired but i need to keep going.Ouhhh, and spooky encounters last night!*snores snores*
riyah starr@ 7:05 pm
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
I'm seeing myself in this state.Goodness!I must take care of myself.But no matter how drained i'm feeling, something just pushes me to keep moving forward.I suppose that's a good start right?Honestly, i don't know how much of my effort would be paid ofl for the Prelim but i'm just staring to believe that there is a spark of hope waiting for me.
And sometimes i wonder why people do not see how much we, students suffer from studying?It kinda gets on my nerves when my siblings seem to think i'm tired out from doing nothing.Well, the least i could tell them was that "I do work my brains away but the only difference between us is i don't get paid."And i told them that at least they get rewarded at the end of the day, and i don't.See how unfair life treats you.And when you're really tired and all you wanted was some good company but all you get was some sarcastic remark.I guess i'm PMS-ing but i do need an outlet for the frustrations i keep inside you know.But by the time i get to sleep, i'll forget anything that's happen.But when the dawn breaks, gosh, i continue living.Praying that a new day brings a new reason for happiness.
I am on the roll with the weird dreams again.Why?!?
And sometimes i wonder why people do not see how much we, students suffer from studying?It kinda gets on my nerves when my siblings seem to think i'm tired out from doing nothing.Well, the least i could tell them was that "I do work my brains away but the only difference between us is i don't get paid."And i told them that at least they get rewarded at the end of the day, and i don't.See how unfair life treats you.And when you're really tired and all you wanted was some good company but all you get was some sarcastic remark.I guess i'm PMS-ing but i do need an outlet for the frustrations i keep inside you know.But by the time i get to sleep, i'll forget anything that's happen.But when the dawn breaks, gosh, i continue living.Praying that a new day brings a new reason for happiness.
I am on the roll with the weird dreams again.Why?!?
riyah starr@ 4:31 pm
Monday, September 04, 2006
Today feels more than just another day.It's another day to be myself and relax while i'm studying.For all i care, i'm putting all these negative energy that i have behind me NOW.And whether or not i care about it, it will keep haunting me in the near future.Might as well, not care about it now then worry about it and let it affect the way im doing.
Anyways, i set the alarm at 7o'clock.But switched it off when Mat came (: Then slept all the way unitl Jacky called.And then i'm awake!And it was 10am.Goodness!I must LEARN to wake up early-early again.
Anyways, i set the alarm at 7o'clock.But switched it off when Mat came (: Then slept all the way unitl Jacky called.And then i'm awake!And it was 10am.Goodness!I must LEARN to wake up early-early again.
riyah starr@ 11:22 am
Sunday, September 03, 2006
Studied with Geetha yesterday.She came over to my place and we studied management together.I must say it was way way way better than studying alone at home.Plus, she was given the best hospitality ever from my family (: My dad talked to her, my mum love her, my sister joked with her. Even my aunt was chatting away happily with her.And hopefully, Geetha will come again over the weekday (: Thanks for being present GEETHA darlingg (:
Going over to my uncle's place today.And i'm still not hitting the showers.I'm darn lazy and it's Sunday!How fast time flies! (:
Today's song (:
you make me breakfast in bed
when i'm mixed up in my head
you wake me with a kiss
i could get used to this
you think i look the best
when my hair is a mess
i cant believe you exist
i could get used to this
Going over to my uncle's place today.And i'm still not hitting the showers.I'm darn lazy and it's Sunday!How fast time flies! (:
Today's song (:
you make me breakfast in bed
when i'm mixed up in my head
you wake me with a kiss
i could get used to this
you think i look the best
when my hair is a mess
i cant believe you exist
i could get used to this
riyah starr@ 10:35 am
Friday, September 01, 2006
Wednesday
It was pretty slack to start the day of.I'm glad that Nani&I did those atmosphere questions in class on Tuesday.Cause we were very wrong in the questions but we learn from our mistakes, that's for sure.The rest of the day past by truly fast.My heart could only beat at its most random and trying to expect the best for GP.The GP papers were too much of a challenge.It's really ridiculous how one word can make you stumble.But at least,i think i tried my best in completing Paper 1 with the question of "It is ineveitable that the aged will be a liability.How far is this an accurate reflection of Singapore?"Paper 2 was really disturbing!!Reading the Application Question first didn't help me too much.War!What do i know about you?I know practically nothing about you and the question ask me for something i don't know.Goodness!But i just did what i could (: And wednesday end with a sigh of relieve (: And much much more pressure to come.
Thursday
It was really different having to wear home clothes to school.A sense of freedom was truly what it feels like (: If only, everyday could be as carefree as this, i would be happy (: Preparing for school was simple and casual.Mummy made me bring something for Armani.Well, at least he liked it (: Sorry no pineapple tarts this time round.Since it was raining, there wasn't any ACES day dance.I was a little bit disappointed that it wasn't carried on with.Believe it or not, i was humming to the tune of that cowboy song while i was taking my shower.But the pouring rain had make that impossible.It rained from the moment we were going to school till the start of the performances.
So throughout the wait, the six of us were busy visiting the toilet (: we were busy talking and laughing.So we went down to the canteen for some food.We sat downstairs and "washed eyes".Nice right!?!I was quiote suprised to see the Miz not wearing the school uniform.Muahaha!Anyways, the 7 of us were truly so casual and just for yesterday we were fashion critics (:
The performances were great.Some unhappiness here and there!But at the end of the day, only we know what truly was okay and what wasn't.After the whole thing was done, we went to Bugis to have lunch.Lunched at LJS and we were literally bitching about.And it's still raining but we continued to walk around that Bugis place.Geetha&Nani bought some stuff and we looked at the things there (: I truly enjoyed the company yesterday.From the endless talks in school to the "F" language at the bus stop.From the surfing train rides to the sudden jerk of the train.From "cushiony" touch to the deliberate poke.Everything was amazing!My only wish was for my best friend to have joined us.But i know she was visiting her grandfather and that's more important (:
After what seems like an eternity of walking, we decided to head on home.My legs were truly killing me.But i went to meet my siblings at Suntec.Reached rather early and headed to Times Bookstore again.Read on some great books.To my suprise, Mat followed us.And i thought he was reported sick with fever in the morning.And gosh, he looked so charming! (: So we waited for like forever for Fifi.Bought the movie tickets for Barnyard.Mat didn't wanna catch the Monster House cause he was scared.We went to Carrefour after having our bubble tea (: And Dee treated me to the Andersen's ice-cream.So at Carrefour, we were supposed to just get the Adidas perfume.But it ended up that Dee bought more than that.And she bought me a pair of shoes.truly comfortable!Since my legs were killing me, i wore the newly bought shoes yesterday (: Went to arcade since Mat was insisting on it.He played those gun games with Dee and my brother.Then the four of us played the car racing game.We thought we wanted to race agaisnt each other but then ended up my brother and i raced only.And the good news is I WON!!I know my brother would kill me but i have to admit that i'm always better in this kinda games.
Watched the 735pm show.Hilarious cartoon which brings loads of meaning too (: Loved it!Went home after that.Saw Sya&Hafiz at City Hall station.Luckily aunt&uncle was at Holland and picked us up at Commonwealth.My knees were killing me and my eyes were failing me.I was darn tired!!Reached home like about 10plus and had my shower.After which i was seriously dead asleep.And yet again, i missed again on my chance of drinking coffee bean.Sighs!
Friday
Another day!Going of after this to start on my revision.Well, i've already started but going to continue with it.And now suddenly i feel like i'm waiting for a reply.Sighs!Why oh Why?
It was pretty slack to start the day of.I'm glad that Nani&I did those atmosphere questions in class on Tuesday.Cause we were very wrong in the questions but we learn from our mistakes, that's for sure.The rest of the day past by truly fast.My heart could only beat at its most random and trying to expect the best for GP.The GP papers were too much of a challenge.It's really ridiculous how one word can make you stumble.But at least,i think i tried my best in completing Paper 1 with the question of "It is ineveitable that the aged will be a liability.How far is this an accurate reflection of Singapore?"Paper 2 was really disturbing!!Reading the Application Question first didn't help me too much.War!What do i know about you?I know practically nothing about you and the question ask me for something i don't know.Goodness!But i just did what i could (: And wednesday end with a sigh of relieve (: And much much more pressure to come.
Thursday
It was really different having to wear home clothes to school.A sense of freedom was truly what it feels like (: If only, everyday could be as carefree as this, i would be happy (: Preparing for school was simple and casual.Mummy made me bring something for Armani.Well, at least he liked it (: Sorry no pineapple tarts this time round.Since it was raining, there wasn't any ACES day dance.I was a little bit disappointed that it wasn't carried on with.Believe it or not, i was humming to the tune of that cowboy song while i was taking my shower.But the pouring rain had make that impossible.It rained from the moment we were going to school till the start of the performances.
So throughout the wait, the six of us were busy visiting the toilet (: we were busy talking and laughing.So we went down to the canteen for some food.We sat downstairs and "washed eyes".Nice right!?!I was quiote suprised to see the Miz not wearing the school uniform.Muahaha!Anyways, the 7 of us were truly so casual and just for yesterday we were fashion critics (:
The performances were great.Some unhappiness here and there!But at the end of the day, only we know what truly was okay and what wasn't.After the whole thing was done, we went to Bugis to have lunch.Lunched at LJS and we were literally bitching about.And it's still raining but we continued to walk around that Bugis place.Geetha&Nani bought some stuff and we looked at the things there (: I truly enjoyed the company yesterday.From the endless talks in school to the "F" language at the bus stop.From the surfing train rides to the sudden jerk of the train.From "cushiony" touch to the deliberate poke.Everything was amazing!My only wish was for my best friend to have joined us.But i know she was visiting her grandfather and that's more important (:
After what seems like an eternity of walking, we decided to head on home.My legs were truly killing me.But i went to meet my siblings at Suntec.Reached rather early and headed to Times Bookstore again.Read on some great books.To my suprise, Mat followed us.And i thought he was reported sick with fever in the morning.And gosh, he looked so charming! (: So we waited for like forever for Fifi.Bought the movie tickets for Barnyard.Mat didn't wanna catch the Monster House cause he was scared.We went to Carrefour after having our bubble tea (: And Dee treated me to the Andersen's ice-cream.So at Carrefour, we were supposed to just get the Adidas perfume.But it ended up that Dee bought more than that.And she bought me a pair of shoes.truly comfortable!Since my legs were killing me, i wore the newly bought shoes yesterday (: Went to arcade since Mat was insisting on it.He played those gun games with Dee and my brother.Then the four of us played the car racing game.We thought we wanted to race agaisnt each other but then ended up my brother and i raced only.And the good news is I WON!!I know my brother would kill me but i have to admit that i'm always better in this kinda games.
Watched the 735pm show.Hilarious cartoon which brings loads of meaning too (: Loved it!Went home after that.Saw Sya&Hafiz at City Hall station.Luckily aunt&uncle was at Holland and picked us up at Commonwealth.My knees were killing me and my eyes were failing me.I was darn tired!!Reached home like about 10plus and had my shower.After which i was seriously dead asleep.And yet again, i missed again on my chance of drinking coffee bean.Sighs!
Friday
Another day!Going of after this to start on my revision.Well, i've already started but going to continue with it.And now suddenly i feel like i'm waiting for a reply.Sighs!Why oh Why?
After all that's happen, i have finally decided on something good.
I'm lucky that it wasn't serious.
Time to forget about it.
Speechless is so my head (: Enjoy!
Fallen head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life
Cuz you leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You've managed to disarm me
My soul is shining through
Can't help but surrender
My everything to you
riyah starr@ 12:13 pm