three and a half days of sickness seems like an eternity that never ends.i didnt expect myself to even fall sick in the first place.it just happens.so the whole three and a half days i was sleeping my ass off.my medication made me so sleepy that i had to sleep.i tried coming online but couldnt last longer than maybe 15 minutes or hald an hour max.half the time while i was resting,i was more concerned about my pile of homework.but thank god, with much recovery and strength, i have a few more to complete.anyways, i felt started feeling rotten friday night right after i came back from the movies.then saturday it was just appearing to be worse.then sunday it got so unbearable.i could easily cure fever so well cause i get it so often.daddy wanted to send me to the hospital for what reasons [i dont know].the worst bit is that daddy was working night shift that time.i felt so insecure cause mummy always always wants me to fend for myself when im sick.the greatest but was that i felt myself burning then took my temperature and discovered that it was 39.8 degress.i tried staying calm and all that was in my head was that i was going to DIE.wahlao!i couldnt take the pain so i shouted at my mum.she got a BIG SHOCK when she discovered i was that sick.i made myself an icepack and placed it on my burning forehead.the effect was crazy.
so now im better.im better yesterday at4pm.i get drowsy easily though this time around.nuts!!i hope its not going to affect me too much.im still coughing away and my throat still hurts :) but that wont stop me from talking.
alrighty!i gotta go and wrap up my darlinggg GP file which would take ages for an inexperience like me :) ill update when i come by again.
so now im better.im better yesterday at4pm.i get drowsy easily though this time around.nuts!!i hope its not going to affect me too much.im still coughing away and my throat still hurts :) but that wont stop me from talking.
alrighty!i gotta go and wrap up my darlinggg GP file which would take ages for an inexperience like me :) ill update when i come by again.
riyah starr@ 3:37 pm
Saturday, January 28, 2006
its official!! IM SICK...-sighs-
riyah starr@ 9:03 pm
i forced them to smile fakely while tee wei forced their heads together :p
the reflections of the lunar new year
me&zash-lesbianism certified
tho&me&zash
i love this picture :)
after buckets of laughter, a picture turned pretty 'ugly'
we sneaked away while huda was dating to walk around...err,school??
the drink i bought shared by many&this handsome adik of mine finished
these old partner in crime definitely can audition for DARLIE advertisement lo :p
the 2nd shot that made me miss these boys in class
my stupid pretentious smile&aishah's sweet smile
toilet pictures are fun. what was geetha talking about?and nani's cheeks!! cutes :)
our second attempt at being sweet
CAPTAIN PLANET INC-happiness all day long!!
me&geetha:i miss her yet i always see her
me&nani
the 1st image that can be posted for modeling!!
i didnt like this picture but they loved it.sighs
nani.shiqin.aishah.siti :)the new year celebrations were a bore to me.i dont know why also.the only thing i enjoyed was maybe the modern chinese dance lo.cause miss foong was performing mah.anyways, after that my friends and i were aimlessly walking in the hall and the canteen.but half the time, we were snapping the camera.especially us.every opportunity that we had, we took pictures lo :) geetha,nani,shiqin and i found a cozy spot somewhere outside someone's classroom.after a while we got so bored of sitting around, then 4 of us[aish siti qin me]went walking from different spots of the school.but damn, the school damn small la.
after that, i joined the council for the movie outing.memoirs of a geisha was an AMAZING movie.i love it!!
last night after much thoughts, i do APPRECIATE my dearest shiqin, aishah, siti and huda so much.i cannot imagine what craziness i would go through if they didn't keep my head together.thanks for the reminders!!i'll keep myself focussed :) whee~
today, i plan to be at home still with just me and my mother.and then try to complete my tons of homework that seems to be a lot.so hopefully can get rid of some of the load so i can proceed to intense studying.i freaked out on thursday knowing that i lack behind in practically everything.see, im trying to get back my focus on studying!that shall be my main priority right now.yes,it shall be.nothing will STOP me in my tracks right now!!
nani-dont ever think that existence of CPI mean we will leave you behind lo.cause we are all still friends nonetheless :) thank you for bringing smiles some days and giving me space knowing when i need it yup.thanks baby :)
geetha- thanks for picking up my calls.you saved my soul :) and i wont forget to fetch you from your class again :) i promise!!
on the ending note:i think im falling sick real fast.i have running nose, bad throat, and a feeling of fever :)
after that, i joined the council for the movie outing.memoirs of a geisha was an AMAZING movie.i love it!!
last night after much thoughts, i do APPRECIATE my dearest shiqin, aishah, siti and huda so much.i cannot imagine what craziness i would go through if they didn't keep my head together.thanks for the reminders!!i'll keep myself focussed :) whee~
today, i plan to be at home still with just me and my mother.and then try to complete my tons of homework that seems to be a lot.so hopefully can get rid of some of the load so i can proceed to intense studying.i freaked out on thursday knowing that i lack behind in practically everything.see, im trying to get back my focus on studying!that shall be my main priority right now.yes,it shall be.nothing will STOP me in my tracks right now!!
nani-dont ever think that existence of CPI mean we will leave you behind lo.cause we are all still friends nonetheless :) thank you for bringing smiles some days and giving me space knowing when i need it yup.thanks baby :)
geetha- thanks for picking up my calls.you saved my soul :) and i wont forget to fetch you from your class again :) i promise!!
on the ending note:i think im falling sick real fast.i have running nose, bad throat, and a feeling of fever :)
riyah starr@ 10:21 am
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
school can be SO SO tiring yet its so fun to be in school.im loving it so much!!yes, it seems that i need to finish up on my management homework that comprises of 2 essays.-sighs-but i shall smile my way thru later while doing my homework.i have many reasons to be happy :D i love coming to school to see my dearest darling friends who never fail to make me smile.ZANURA darling, your hugs are wonderful whee~
michelle&joel-congratulations!! :)
i miss hafiz!i suddenly thought of him while i was sitting thru econ's class.-sighs-a week past still didnt see him.i miss him telling me that i am strong.just now,he called me a scaredy cat!!!i was SUPRISED to come home to see him playing LOTR on PS2.he told me he missed me too!whee~i sat down for 10 minutes staring at his face.-laughs-
syirah-whats wrong!?!sounded so frustrated in your last blog entry.i saw you many times on MSN but then you ended up being offline the next few minutes :( you can text me if you want :) yeaps!!
sya- you're so bitchy today.but its okay!you're still a sweetheart.but i shall remind you again that its just a TINY WEENY crush.
aish-ill keep laughing and smiling for all you know.it will never be taken away from me.its something so precious this smile of mine but im sure you know what i know.meantime, keep laughing at me k?
siti-i can be your watchful eyes to tell you about the presence of someone.my eyes are pretty reliable with my specs lo :)
this is a shout out right back to my dearest Zanura Adlina a.k.a ZASHnura.
yes, it comes as a uprise to me too that we can be this close.
if i had known better, i'd prolly still be tennis..!?! :p
but nonetheless, i have you to thank for bringing us together.
your hugs are amazing miracles with much love.
i shall continue to look forward to your laughters and your high pitched vocals.
or did you decided to change for good..!?!
i have so much MORE to learn from you dearie :)
i love you so MUCH darlingg!!
-muahs-
michelle&joel-congratulations!! :)
i miss hafiz!i suddenly thought of him while i was sitting thru econ's class.-sighs-a week past still didnt see him.i miss him telling me that i am strong.just now,he called me a scaredy cat!!!i was SUPRISED to come home to see him playing LOTR on PS2.he told me he missed me too!whee~i sat down for 10 minutes staring at his face.-laughs-
syirah-whats wrong!?!sounded so frustrated in your last blog entry.i saw you many times on MSN but then you ended up being offline the next few minutes :( you can text me if you want :) yeaps!!
sya- you're so bitchy today.but its okay!you're still a sweetheart.but i shall remind you again that its just a TINY WEENY crush.
aish-ill keep laughing and smiling for all you know.it will never be taken away from me.its something so precious this smile of mine but im sure you know what i know.meantime, keep laughing at me k?
siti-i can be your watchful eyes to tell you about the presence of someone.my eyes are pretty reliable with my specs lo :)
this is a shout out right back to my dearest Zanura Adlina a.k.a ZASHnura.
yes, it comes as a uprise to me too that we can be this close.
if i had known better, i'd prolly still be tennis..!?! :p
but nonetheless, i have you to thank for bringing us together.
your hugs are amazing miracles with much love.
i shall continue to look forward to your laughters and your high pitched vocals.
or did you decided to change for good..!?!
i have so much MORE to learn from you dearie :)
i love you so MUCH darlingg!!
-muahs-
riyah starr@ 8:05 pm
Saturday, January 21, 2006
im right now wondering whether i should do my management.hmmmmmm.ill think about it still.so what have i done today?i feel like a lazy girl again.how i hate being lazy again and again and again?laziness is not what im looking for right now but a day's break is alright for me.well at least i have done my economics MCQ homework.it was alright, not too difficult.i still have to do my newspaper filing.i have already found my articles but i just have to read thru them and highlight some important points :) i love myself for being so kiasu.-laughs-
i read a little bit from the mystery book i borrowed last week.that thriller book i read was awesome.maybe i should be those crime people ah.what do you think?anyways, i came online shortly after i showered this morning then chatted with keong. he was telling me about his blog gp essay.-laughs-i did loads of thinking today.i think it should be like reflections.yes yes, i did tons of reflection just now.penned my thoughts in my own personal diary then talked about my happiness with my mother.i dont know what i would do without her.that nagging lady is the one i love cause she loves me more than i can ever imagine.
i was going to read up on my coastal notes just now when i decided to take a little nap.i truly felt so restless after sitting down in front of the computer screen.my nap became more like a sleep cause i only woke up like 2 hours later.in between, i heard my parents quarrelling a little bit then i fell back to sleep.i think i keep smelling animal these days.just the other day in class, i felt like puking cause i thought i smelled fish.yukes!then today i thought i smell mutton.yukes!
anyways, my mother is so so BUSY with her kueh making.everybody orders so many from her for Chinese New Year.poor mummy!so tomorrow morning i shall go shopping at NTUC for her then i can share her load :)
i read a little bit from the mystery book i borrowed last week.that thriller book i read was awesome.maybe i should be those crime people ah.what do you think?anyways, i came online shortly after i showered this morning then chatted with keong. he was telling me about his blog gp essay.-laughs-i did loads of thinking today.i think it should be like reflections.yes yes, i did tons of reflection just now.penned my thoughts in my own personal diary then talked about my happiness with my mother.i dont know what i would do without her.that nagging lady is the one i love cause she loves me more than i can ever imagine.
i was going to read up on my coastal notes just now when i decided to take a little nap.i truly felt so restless after sitting down in front of the computer screen.my nap became more like a sleep cause i only woke up like 2 hours later.in between, i heard my parents quarrelling a little bit then i fell back to sleep.i think i keep smelling animal these days.just the other day in class, i felt like puking cause i thought i smelled fish.yukes!then today i thought i smell mutton.yukes!
anyways, my mother is so so BUSY with her kueh making.everybody orders so many from her for Chinese New Year.poor mummy!so tomorrow morning i shall go shopping at NTUC for her then i can share her load :)
riyah starr@ 7:47 pm
Friday, January 20, 2006
today i was ready to go for lunch with my dearest besties. but didnt cause got some changes in the last minute. go out with boyfriend la. go take little brother la. but im cool with it. i still love my besties :) so i went for a certain sc meeting which turned out to be not so much like a meeting. apparently, we were supposed to be checking on stocks of the og packages. but it didnt happen. so mainly shan, sya, tho and i were gossiping away on many things. i think we all super KPO queens!!then zanura came and gossip some more. so i think today i did loads of laughing and gossiping.
i had wanted to go back like around 5 like that so that i can rest, you know.but dont know how i ended up reaching home like around 10pm. my goodness! i waited with zanura for keong to finish training. then we waited for manan to finish training. we went to IMM to eat long john silvers. eat eat eat talk talk talk. i think we prolly have nothing better to do la. i was lost when manan and keong started talking about some history stuff. i mean im not really a history kinda person. im more of the rock and minerals lady :) whee~
i felt bad that i actually lied to my mother about the meeting. i told her that meeting ended late thats why im late in going back. gosh! but its only a white lie. ohya, and im looking forward to next week's memoirs of geisha movie with them. whee~
i had wanted to go back like around 5 like that so that i can rest, you know.but dont know how i ended up reaching home like around 10pm. my goodness! i waited with zanura for keong to finish training. then we waited for manan to finish training. we went to IMM to eat long john silvers. eat eat eat talk talk talk. i think we prolly have nothing better to do la. i was lost when manan and keong started talking about some history stuff. i mean im not really a history kinda person. im more of the rock and minerals lady :) whee~
i felt bad that i actually lied to my mother about the meeting. i told her that meeting ended late thats why im late in going back. gosh! but its only a white lie. ohya, and im looking forward to next week's memoirs of geisha movie with them. whee~
riyah starr@ 11:19 pm
Thursday, January 19, 2006
i think i can go crazy with the constant research we all have to do these days.
sickening!!
but i'm just doing things slowly and hoping everything will go on smoothly.
:)
mummy's cooking nice these days too.
eat eat eat!!!
but in moderate amount. i'm so trying to lose some weight here man. if not, i can cry :(
-hahahaha- spaghetti. mutton chop. nasi briyani. sambal prawns. yum yum!!!
i'm rather shocked at a certain someone's blog about my friend(s).
i guess that person doesnt know that that person should SFH.
it almost looks like that SC portray such low quality in that person's eyes.
but thank god! i know better than that.
zanura- i love you despite the constant 'bickering' we have. i'm here sayang :)
sickening!!
but i'm just doing things slowly and hoping everything will go on smoothly.
:)
mummy's cooking nice these days too.
eat eat eat!!!
but in moderate amount. i'm so trying to lose some weight here man. if not, i can cry :(
-hahahaha- spaghetti. mutton chop. nasi briyani. sambal prawns. yum yum!!!
i'm rather shocked at a certain someone's blog about my friend(s).
i guess that person doesnt know that that person should SFH.
it almost looks like that SC portray such low quality in that person's eyes.
but thank god! i know better than that.
zanura- i love you despite the constant 'bickering' we have. i'm here sayang :)
riyah starr@ 7:56 pm
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
:: riyah&ZASHnura:: she actually forgot that we took this picture :(
:: riyah&sya:: sayang dia :)im thankful that my net is working again. i no longer have to travel 30 minutes to get to my aunt's house. anyways, it's scary when there's a kitten at her house. all thanks to hafiz who insisted on having the kitten at home. i can kill him for that man. the kitten was cute but i just CANNOT stand them. phobia phobia- it was funny how i quickly went back home the other day when my uncle brought the kitten back. i was terrified!!!
i'm drifting away. i feel so tired from school that i barely have energy to do anything when i get back home. sighs- that sucks totally cause i do want to read up on my notes and such. right now, im tired of having to do tons of research. here, there and everywhere. i know the answers wont fall from the sky but the fact that there are loads of them, it dampens my spirit. over the weekend, im busy clearing up tutorials and such. i did my geography tutorial 1 early in the week, only to be told that there was a change in the question. sianz- and im not in the mood to complete the question anymore. wake up riyah wake up!!! :-|
crushes are so much fun!!-hahahaha-
riyah starr@ 7:17 pm
Sunday, January 15, 2006
time passes by so quickly these days, it scares the hell outta me.
anyways, my missing in action bugs me loads.
my computer at home is still going crazy so now im just updating from my aunt's computer.
a new year!!!
very much loads of suprises!!
the new class environment is not that bad.
i'm still getting used to the situation in school.
sometimes the thought of it scares me till i can feel my tears forming.
but i know that i cant let people scare me anymore.
i gotta walk with my head high :)
i have a million and one homework over the weekend.
and i guess i'll be expecting something like this every week.
it's scary how hard we gotta work for ourselves.
but i'll take my teacher's words and work real hard.
anyways, my missing in action bugs me loads.
my computer at home is still going crazy so now im just updating from my aunt's computer.
a new year!!!
very much loads of suprises!!
the new class environment is not that bad.
i'm still getting used to the situation in school.
sometimes the thought of it scares me till i can feel my tears forming.
but i know that i cant let people scare me anymore.
i gotta walk with my head high :)
i have a million and one homework over the weekend.
and i guess i'll be expecting something like this every week.
it's scary how hard we gotta work for ourselves.
but i'll take my teacher's words and work real hard.
riyah starr@ 1:24 pm