Life's too hectic, i can't even believe i'm living it right now.Stupid decisions and stupid working life!People might think that it's easy being a teacher.Hell, i'd say otherwise.The struggle i had to put up with just for one week is unberable.And the thought od the kids' CA2 coming up is even worst.To make matters a little bit more interesting, the class that i'm taking over is extremely notorious.Well, i tried getting advice from all walks of life and they tell me this: "you must understand kids la."I suppose that's true but then when i enter other classes, they don't give me problems like the class that i'm taking over.

Dragging myself out of bed everyday is like the worst part of it all.Even when i was working in Sentosa, i'd never EVER dragged myself out of bed even when it was terrible working.At least, i know i had my friends there.Over in school, the teachers are way older than i am and yes, i'm the youngest teacher in the P2 cohort.

But at the end of the day, i'm thankful that i still have my family to back me up when i'm feeling very terrible.And i am glad that i saw Nani last week.A little bit impromptu meeting her after school.And hell, i missed you like crazy baby!It felt really great to be seen and heard by someone who knows me so well (: Adn i'm happy for us both (: If you know what i mean.I can't wait to see you again soon yeaps.Love you dearest (:

riyah starr@ 12:04 am