I've been rather lazy to update lately but there is nothing interesting going on in my life right now.Stagnation, that's what it all is!Anyways, i finally had the opportunity to follow my mum and some other members of the family to visit the cemetery.It was really just a peaceful day and me thinking back on the days i lost the people i loved.I could have three other cousins to play with and lighten up the mood of this family.And deep inside, i'm only missing him the most for he was the closest to me.

I've been caught up with reading up books i barely know the time anymore.The syat at home has made me more forgetgul and ignorant of the world outside.I desperately need to get out more often to keep in touch with the world that i have dearly missed.

At the same time, i'm more than happy to stay home and keep my mum accompany half the time though i would be left in my own solace sometimes.Laundry and laundry and the household chores never seem to end but that's what keeps me going.And finally, i managed to cook by myself with my mum giving me the instructions required.And this time around, i'm confident i'll be able to cook without my mum's help.My brother though doesn't seem to believe that i cooked yesterday so i shall prove to him that i have what it takes to cook.

I'll have to end here cause i still have many things to do around the house.Although i've been stubborn in more ways than one, i miss my dearest friends terribly.

riyah starr@ 11:32 am