I needed that little humour in myself that i decided to make a collage of the most unexpected photos ever.All thanks to me i managed to capture the pretty faces of friends.Anyways, it has been rather depressing these days what with the ongoing A levels.I try to manage my time really well but ended up being so darn tired from being up and using the brains.I had my Physical Geog paper yesterday and honestly, i don't know what to say about it totally.I didn't talk much about it wheni got homw even when my siblings asked me how i think i did.I JUST don't know!And no matter how Geetha tried t comfort the living hell out of me, i couldn't help feeling the lowest of lows yesterday.I'm probably still thinking about that now.But i know i needed to pick myself up again and move on with the remains of my papers.
At the back of my mind, i have already disappointed my family and i still haven't found the courage to tell my mother that it was indeed a difficult paper in my eyes.And most importantly, i have disappointed myself.The biggest enemy i faced yesterday was my brains being unabled to work sufficiently well.Pressure maybe but everyone feels pressure.So now i needed to let out what i keep inside cause i fear the worse that's going to happen.The recurring nightmares doesn't help me that much and each time i close my eyes to sleep, only horror pictured itself within my thoughts.
riyah starr@ 1:32 pm
