Sunday
It was like the first time since a long time that i stayed home alone for so long.I can't remember where my mother went to but the rest of the family were at work till night.Bummer!No no, in fact my siblings went out after work to Suntec.So with almost all the lights on from 630pm, i watched Charlie's Angels and tried my bestest to finish up on management.Honestly, felt so tired of studying but i had to hold on right?
Monday
Management seems manageable but after the paper, it was really a sad feeling.Cause i know i'm not going to do well for it.The data-response was a killer with the numbers involved.At this point in time,i hate doing up management calculations cause it's just complicated.Until now i don't know what makes up current assets and current liabilities.I don't know what is long-term liabilitites.Sighss!
Reached home relatively early so i sent Mat to school.Boy, he's darn cute!I love him to bits.I don't know how come he makes me proud each time.And each time he splits from me, he'd give me this adorable hug and keeps waving until he reach into the hall (:
Tuesday
Economics paper was in the afternoon which makes studying rather slack.If you studied very well for Economics, i don't think you'd find the paper that difficult.But i don't know how much i wrote was making sense.But i'm really praying hard that it would work out cause i think that i tried to wrote it better than the mids(:
Had shorter time to study for Physical geography since i only reached home like 330pm.My mum was shocked that i was continuing to study without attempting sleep first.But she understood that time wasn't my friend.I nearly exploded with the amount of facts that i was supposed to remember.But i suppose early preparations work in a way (:
Wednesday
The paper was manageable too?!!?Just kept on writing but i think i can at least pass?Tried to sleep when i reached home after sending Mat again.Soon after my brother woke up and started the computer which was going to be a big mistake.He kept on listening to the same freaking song like a gazillion times and i was just there on the sofa sleeping.Tsk tsk tsk!After much tolerance, i gave up and did my Human.
Out of all times, my migraine had to appear when i was most into my revision.It was so frustrating!!But with daddy's phone-call, i just kept on going.Ended the night with a pill and a deep sleep!
Thursday
Nearly over-slept.Phew!Human paper was okay.But i could have misinterpret the questions.Hmm!Is it safe to say for me that i found Physical Geography much simpler than Human?What a suprise?!?
Friday
Finally,it's the weekend (:Paper was okay!I shall keep my comments for today.Cause i don't want to disappoint myself (: After the paper, went to Long John Silver for lunch with the bunch.It was gorgeously beautiful times (: How i appreciate friendship like this (:
It's nearing 40 days.I should be happy for my freedom.But i cannot help it seeing how this family turned upside down simply from the emptiness we felt.Maybe it won't be this way if you were around.But nothing will change the fact and God must brought about a blessing in disguise.Maybe that was why everyone were forced to work together to help each other move on.I miss you, pops!
I hope that cousin will open her eyes to realise that there is more to life than just friendship.I tried being a friend by being harsh to you, but if my advice was ignored, there is nothing i can do.I hope you see that your mother [my aunt] has brought you up.It upsets me to know that you out of all people would be so uber rude to your mother.And it would kill her inside cause she gave you her all, her love concentrated just on you.There was no need to fight for attention.Open your eyes!See that your sister has grew even with the lacking ability.I'm more proud of her than you.
p.s. i so am in love with Beyonce (: wanna buy b-day larr (:
if only you knew that you were irreplaceable.
riyah starr@ 7:20 pm
