Loads have happened since last week.Since my frustration, things have started to cool of.I can't remember when i last updated so ill try to recall as much as i can yeaps (:
Thursday (21st Sept)&Friday (22nd Sept)
Did i mention that i fell sick yet again?Okay now i dont know how many times it has been this year down with fever.But the road to recovery has been kind.Cause preparations for Grad Tea was on my mind.Anyways, i didn't want the same thing to happen like it did when i was in Sec4 when i had fever before prom.So i went to the doctor for early medication.Thankfully i made the right choice (: Rested well.
Friday, Geetha came over to my house to make my hair.I LOVE HER CREATION!Straight hair makes me feel that it's truly long (: Thanks darling!In the end, the both ended up meeting Huda late.So sorry for having problems with time management.Overall, a nice time spent with my firends.And the movie was good too.Though i was rather not in a good mood thereafter.Only Dee knows what i have told her.
Saturday
Went to the beach with the other 4 major people of my life.It was rather a great outing since i needed so much to let go off things in my mind.It helped cause i was carefree and away from what was causing extreme stress.
So now we've begun fasting.So far it has been good how time past by so quicklyAnd school has made it even tiring to concentrate full force on revision.But i've started no dount about that cause we have received our Prelim results.Not that good but at least i could see the improvements i've made.Still i must say that i need loads and loads of work for Economics.I'm still trying to find out what has caused my interest in Economics to dip.I need that inspiration again (:
I finally wrote out my thoughts in my personal diary.Things that i left out over the past months.Things that left such scars in my heart.Things that only i can relate to.I miss writing it out.I realised why i was keeping things inside of myself.I wanted my friends to be happy.I didnt want to bother them with what i was truly feeling.Cause i'm uncertain of what i'm feeling most of the time.But im glad i dont spoil the mood.I love being happy, i love the laughters.
Anyways, here was one of the conversation i had with adik (: I was telling her that there is this good looking reporter on CNA.She was telling me that no matter how handsome he is, it can't beat the handsomeness of ahem.And she added that i have 2weeks to see him.So depressing!But yet again,it's very true what she is saying.Partly, i dont want not having to see him.Yet something is holding me back.From the way things were and the things i heard, i shouldn't have let the emotions drive me on.Let's leave it at this k?
It's a little bit too upsetting tonight.
Sonehow it's eating me up inside.
Thursday (21st Sept)&Friday (22nd Sept)
Did i mention that i fell sick yet again?Okay now i dont know how many times it has been this year down with fever.But the road to recovery has been kind.Cause preparations for Grad Tea was on my mind.Anyways, i didn't want the same thing to happen like it did when i was in Sec4 when i had fever before prom.So i went to the doctor for early medication.Thankfully i made the right choice (: Rested well.
Friday, Geetha came over to my house to make my hair.I LOVE HER CREATION!Straight hair makes me feel that it's truly long (: Thanks darling!In the end, the both ended up meeting Huda late.So sorry for having problems with time management.Overall, a nice time spent with my firends.And the movie was good too.Though i was rather not in a good mood thereafter.Only Dee knows what i have told her.
Saturday
Went to the beach with the other 4 major people of my life.It was rather a great outing since i needed so much to let go off things in my mind.It helped cause i was carefree and away from what was causing extreme stress.
So now we've begun fasting.So far it has been good how time past by so quicklyAnd school has made it even tiring to concentrate full force on revision.But i've started no dount about that cause we have received our Prelim results.Not that good but at least i could see the improvements i've made.Still i must say that i need loads and loads of work for Economics.I'm still trying to find out what has caused my interest in Economics to dip.I need that inspiration again (:
I finally wrote out my thoughts in my personal diary.Things that i left out over the past months.Things that left such scars in my heart.Things that only i can relate to.I miss writing it out.I realised why i was keeping things inside of myself.I wanted my friends to be happy.I didnt want to bother them with what i was truly feeling.Cause i'm uncertain of what i'm feeling most of the time.But im glad i dont spoil the mood.I love being happy, i love the laughters.
Anyways, here was one of the conversation i had with adik (: I was telling her that there is this good looking reporter on CNA.She was telling me that no matter how handsome he is, it can't beat the handsomeness of ahem.And she added that i have 2weeks to see him.So depressing!But yet again,it's very true what she is saying.Partly, i dont want not having to see him.Yet something is holding me back.From the way things were and the things i heard, i shouldn't have let the emotions drive me on.Let's leave it at this k?
It's a little bit too upsetting tonight.
Sonehow it's eating me up inside.
riyah starr@ 9:44 pm