I have found myself to be drowning in my own emotions.Grabbing at every chance to stay alive.Grabbing at every opportunity to remain strong.Truth is i'm not sure if i can really stay strong for long.Fact is i have been bottling in on some things i should let out.But i won't and i can't.
Friday
School was as normal.School day and i almost let myself not go to school.But managed to drag myself to get to school.Just for GP timed-assignment.Had two periods break which was filled with fun (: Econs lecture was alright, i think Leo's lessons really bore the hell out of me.After the day end, went back to class.Apparently,i didn't expect anything to happen.But my darling superheroes had things really well-planned out.So we had the three-way mini celebration that Friday.It was really heart-warming and i truly appreciate it loads guys&girls (: *MUACKS*
Saturday
Went out with my siblings to celebrate my brother's birthday.It was the same bunch of 5 of us.Watched Click!!It's damn hilarious and it moved you to tears.Honestly,it sets you to think about your own life in a way.Ate at Swensens! (: Supposed things are going great!Watched Saw 2 but ended up sleeping halfway through it.Well, that's just me.
Believe me if i say i don't know what's racing in my mind.Each time i awake from my sleep,i recall back on the things i see.It's not a sight i imagined it to be.I feel so small, smaller than i can think of.All this while i tried to be happy, i tried to be strong.But at this point,i have decided to let loose.I'm afraid to admit that i fear losing you.
Friday
School was as normal.School day and i almost let myself not go to school.But managed to drag myself to get to school.Just for GP timed-assignment.Had two periods break which was filled with fun (: Econs lecture was alright, i think Leo's lessons really bore the hell out of me.After the day end, went back to class.Apparently,i didn't expect anything to happen.But my darling superheroes had things really well-planned out.So we had the three-way mini celebration that Friday.It was really heart-warming and i truly appreciate it loads guys&girls (: *MUACKS*
Saturday
Went out with my siblings to celebrate my brother's birthday.It was the same bunch of 5 of us.Watched Click!!It's damn hilarious and it moved you to tears.Honestly,it sets you to think about your own life in a way.Ate at Swensens! (: Supposed things are going great!Watched Saw 2 but ended up sleeping halfway through it.Well, that's just me.
Believe me if i say i don't know what's racing in my mind.Each time i awake from my sleep,i recall back on the things i see.It's not a sight i imagined it to be.I feel so small, smaller than i can think of.All this while i tried to be happy, i tried to be strong.But at this point,i have decided to let loose.I'm afraid to admit that i fear losing you.
riyah starr@ 12:35 pm