I am drained.I don't even know from what.Aishah thinks it's mental stress leading to physical stress.I suppose it's all connected.But for how long shall i take the stress and get my stinking feet back on track?I am beginning to believe i'll never make it.But i can't imagine disappointing myself time and time again.

I am drained.From my silly emotions.I cannot stand the amount of thoughts i put to my brain.

I am drained cause you are draining me out.You just wash the energy bunny out of me.

*I ate tausuan with Aishah today.Her virgin plate.*

**Somehow, I can't seem to ignore the fact that I am killing myself.____________________**

riyah starr@ 8:37 pm