Although i don't see him on TV as much these days, i still think that he rocks.I can't seem to just wait for him to appear on my screen and wrestle.Furthermore, i have missed wrestling.And the miz in school is so much different from the REAL one.And after what seems to be days of whining to WONDER WOMAN SWEETS and HEART SAYANG, i finally saw him today walking to class.And going back with my adik WIND DEARIE was good.She was telling me that the miz was a good choice cause he was taller than her (: Hmm, but i don't seem to see the link dearie (: It was so nice waiting for the bus, right adik?And the miz was sitting right behind us.-muahahaha-im NUTS!!
I seem to relate to this picture real well.After seeing closely to the details, i realised that this pretty girl is crying.And it sort of reminded me of the lady who cried in the train on Saturday.I don't think that it's crazy to be all alone and crying.I guess that she was breaking inside.I felt for her.And right now, i wished that i had a way to let out my emotions.I still feel trapped inside this body of mine.There is a part of me that just wants to lock myself in my room and cry my heart out to the unloved part of me.But i am loved.From all corners of my life, i see people who loves me for me.Yet, it is never enough.Oh, sadness!Sail away from me.
Yet another picture that i thought was nicely painted.So much sadness!And how i wish the wind can just blow all my worries away.That same facial expression i saw on his face that noon.How can that make me happy?!?When he is suffering in silence and all i can do is wait.A part of me is joyful for he still remembers himself.I hold no regrets within myself but the pain kills me slowly.And the image of his face appeared with such memories.No matter what, he is in safe hands (:

Adik,it saddens me to see how sad you were when i told you what was happening to me and my family.That was why i tried to lighten up the atmosphere by giving you all sorts of crazy things that Hafiz has done this year.I am still proud of my boy even if he is that playful.And picking him up from school today was one painful process for me.All i could do was to kiss his cheeks and pray for the better.Afterall, if it's for his best, then i shall support full-heartedly the decisions that is made.I dont wish to give up hope on him.He is still young i must say and he deserves the best!! (:

I think i can cry..SOON!!When i feel that i have been disappointed enough.When i feel how silly i can be.When i begin feeling like im helpless.

FREE TO BE-i ought to be like that.Someone who symbolises myself.

On a lighter note :

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SYIRAH!!!

riyah starr@ 7:39 pm