it rained when i was on my way home.bless the rain!such wonderful downpour on a sunny day like today.sure ends my tired soul in a deep sleep.i cant wait till that happen.so Aishah, Siti and I were playing in the rain.actually i did feel silly walking down to the next bus stop when the one near school was EMPTY.but i was looking forward to doing some crazy things so was definitely up for a FEEEL GOOOD TIIME!! (: though soaking wet with a running nose, i am glad i did something that took my mind away from things that made me upset (:

i'm slowly gaining momentum.i hope i dont lose it soon.i'm anticipating the worse that could happen to me and i'm just PRAYING for the best to come.

and i am making a clear stand that the best for me right now is to just JUMP straight to my reality world and forget what i had thought was wonderful.though the thoughts remain & i still didnt make my move,im going to forget all that i had planned.afterall,it has been a year!what happens now happens (: im happy for you (:

her smile
overcomes her fears.

dont!
take that smile away from her.

riyah starr@ 5:54 pm