i'm drowning myself with caffeine.
not good for the health but it cant be helped.
i need it so bad.
just to be happy with myself.
anyways,today was a pretty shitty good day!well oh well.but im okay, i guess.though not for long.im back to that same self again.and the load gets heavier now as i have to complete some f***ing questions on some stupid project i didnt wanna get involved in.thanks alot to being the chosen one.for once,i feel i was just an average girl with no commitments and no need for using the brain so often.sighs.and all i can do is to do the workload and get the f***ing thing over and done with.
Shiqin Siti Aishah; thanks.the laughter may have hurt my eyes but it made me forget about the reasons that made me upset.and the lil note you gave me Aishah&Siti,definitely made me SMILE (: and its got nothing to do with the nice smile thingy.i know and i prolly said that i wasnt the most easiest person to handle.yet you patiently bring me up again.thanks.for listening me talk about my feelings of paranoia.though i cant rid it easily, i didnt think much about it (: love you ladies.
Huda; i know my weakness.i know i couldnt open my mouth to talk to you as the wrong things would come out of it.and my best intentions were never to say anything hurtful ever.and im grateful that i managed to talk to you a lil bit while doing human geog [which wasnt like productive].yes,i did copy economics essay (: but it shall be the one and only time,i promise!yes,i have been slack and you know why.and you know what?i love you (:
Geetha; funny how we messaged each other in management (: but it's just nice.to finally, be going back with you and going all nutter and you not giving a damn about what misfortunes that i tell you of (: love you baby!
is it love
when you care for someone yet he doesn't know?
is it love
when he makes you happy yet he doesn't know it?
is it love
when you feel it's one-sided yet he doesn't know it?
is it love
when he is upset, you're upset yet he doesn't know it?
is it love
when you suffer in silent in front of him yet he doesn't know it?
how can this be love
if all you ever feel is hurt?
maybe it could be love
when the happiness accompanies the hurt (:
not good for the health but it cant be helped.
i need it so bad.
just to be happy with myself.
anyways,today was a pretty shitty good day!well oh well.but im okay, i guess.though not for long.im back to that same self again.and the load gets heavier now as i have to complete some f***ing questions on some stupid project i didnt wanna get involved in.thanks alot to being the chosen one.for once,i feel i was just an average girl with no commitments and no need for using the brain so often.sighs.and all i can do is to do the workload and get the f***ing thing over and done with.
Shiqin Siti Aishah; thanks.the laughter may have hurt my eyes but it made me forget about the reasons that made me upset.and the lil note you gave me Aishah&Siti,definitely made me SMILE (: and its got nothing to do with the nice smile thingy.i know and i prolly said that i wasnt the most easiest person to handle.yet you patiently bring me up again.thanks.for listening me talk about my feelings of paranoia.though i cant rid it easily, i didnt think much about it (: love you ladies.
Huda; i know my weakness.i know i couldnt open my mouth to talk to you as the wrong things would come out of it.and my best intentions were never to say anything hurtful ever.and im grateful that i managed to talk to you a lil bit while doing human geog [which wasnt like productive].yes,i did copy economics essay (: but it shall be the one and only time,i promise!yes,i have been slack and you know why.and you know what?i love you (:
Geetha; funny how we messaged each other in management (: but it's just nice.to finally, be going back with you and going all nutter and you not giving a damn about what misfortunes that i tell you of (: love you baby!
is it love
when you care for someone yet he doesn't know?
is it love
when he makes you happy yet he doesn't know it?
is it love
when you feel it's one-sided yet he doesn't know it?
is it love
when he is upset, you're upset yet he doesn't know it?
is it love
when you suffer in silent in front of him yet he doesn't know it?
how can this be love
if all you ever feel is hurt?
maybe it could be love
when the happiness accompanies the hurt (:
riyah starr@ 6:43 pm