yesterday ended pretty well!at least, i came home to find good things awaiting me (: good things online.-laughs-im sure my dearest girls know what im talking about.and aishah reacted rather excitedly when i was telling her the story.and i was imagining how siti was reacting when i messaged her.its just me and my SMILE now darlings (:

so many teachers wont be in school tomorrow for lessons.so im prolly gonna slack quite abit and hopefully get to finish up the work that they gave us.

its nice knowing that hafiz seems happy when he sees me.and its even nicer to see him early in the morning and him smiling away at me.at least, it starts the day right aight??

retreat is coming up real soon!as much as im excited,i have my doubts (: but im taking this away from stress at home and in school.i dont wish take with me what i hear at home and how heart-breaking it is.its within my reach and when my mummy needs me,ill be there for her.thats all i can give right now!when i find the means to help out the family,i promise i will mummy (: thats a promise i have told you so many times.ill keep that promise to ease your burden.

and im set on this journey in life where my decisions leads to confusion.i would rather sacrifice myself for the happiness of others.and im not really good at making good my decisions.i dont really know what else to do.there are many probabilities.man!i really really need to talk to shiqin :(

riyah starr@ 8:39 pm