sometimes, i wish i am completely alone.away from the crowds.away from the noise.away from the disturbance.away from me and away from you.
and sometimes,i wish i am surrounded by people.to keep me smiling.to make me better.to heal my pain.to me happiness is me and happiness is you.
sometimes,i wish that my tears dont dry.so i can cry a river.so my eyes will swell.
but sometimes,i wish i didnt know you and i wish i didnt know me.
isit all worth it?
i guess my weekend started on the right note.today was extremely all over the place.there were times when i felt like crying under immense pressure and other times where i am happy and really mad.im sorry siti&aishah for losing my temper half the time in the noon.sincerely my apologies.and today shiqin made me the happiest girl.at least i am happy around her (: and nani, dont think too much.dont be afraid to approach me.as cold as i can be, my heart aint that mean (: sayang you.
faezah made a very suprising comment to me today.its more of a compliment, i guess.we were sitting through the history seminar when she disturbed me.she touched my pony tail thinking that i didnt see her.but i caught her red-handed!then she commented how she likes my hair for the curls and the bounce.-laughs-then she made a comment about me during the NTU thingy.i shall not say it her cause i very malu.but just know that it was a compliment (: thanks faezah!no girl has said such sincere compliment.
i went to have lunch+dinner with geetha and azlin after the seminar.azlin has such great personality.looks very quiet but actually she makes me laugh a couple of times. (: and geetha thinks i was happy.of course im happy dear (: more dates coming up and yo still owe me one date hor?
sya-mine still have not come yet.i also dont know what happened dhey.but really hope it would come real soon la. (: muahs-
anyways, yesterday malay lesson got to sit with zanura (: at least for the first time since the past weeks, she wasnt doing any work (: -hahahah-ermm,and thanks for telling me about it aight.ill be here if you need me -muahs sayang-
im praying that my weekend would be a fruitful one.my mum has asked my dad and he agreed on buying me my one and only pair of sneakers.i caught my dad in the right mood.whee~and i have to thank huda for agreeing to accompanying me to buy it real soon.thank you darlingg!and yes,i was shocked at your reaction just now.im still single!!
isnt it weird how you want to move on but something's holding you back?i wish i had answers to my doubts.
and sometimes,i wish i am surrounded by people.to keep me smiling.to make me better.to heal my pain.to me happiness is me and happiness is you.
sometimes,i wish that my tears dont dry.so i can cry a river.so my eyes will swell.
but sometimes,i wish i didnt know you and i wish i didnt know me.
isit all worth it?
i guess my weekend started on the right note.today was extremely all over the place.there were times when i felt like crying under immense pressure and other times where i am happy and really mad.im sorry siti&aishah for losing my temper half the time in the noon.sincerely my apologies.and today shiqin made me the happiest girl.at least i am happy around her (: and nani, dont think too much.dont be afraid to approach me.as cold as i can be, my heart aint that mean (: sayang you.
faezah made a very suprising comment to me today.its more of a compliment, i guess.we were sitting through the history seminar when she disturbed me.she touched my pony tail thinking that i didnt see her.but i caught her red-handed!then she commented how she likes my hair for the curls and the bounce.-laughs-then she made a comment about me during the NTU thingy.i shall not say it her cause i very malu.but just know that it was a compliment (: thanks faezah!no girl has said such sincere compliment.
i went to have lunch+dinner with geetha and azlin after the seminar.azlin has such great personality.looks very quiet but actually she makes me laugh a couple of times. (: and geetha thinks i was happy.of course im happy dear (: more dates coming up and yo still owe me one date hor?
sya-mine still have not come yet.i also dont know what happened dhey.but really hope it would come real soon la. (: muahs-
anyways, yesterday malay lesson got to sit with zanura (: at least for the first time since the past weeks, she wasnt doing any work (: -hahahah-ermm,and thanks for telling me about it aight.ill be here if you need me -muahs sayang-
im praying that my weekend would be a fruitful one.my mum has asked my dad and he agreed on buying me my one and only pair of sneakers.i caught my dad in the right mood.whee~and i have to thank huda for agreeing to accompanying me to buy it real soon.thank you darlingg!and yes,i was shocked at your reaction just now.im still single!!
isnt it weird how you want to move on but something's holding you back?i wish i had answers to my doubts.
riyah starr@ 9:55 pm