i keep on wondering if i have done enough for you girls.sometimes,i feel like i mistreat you.but inside, i care so much that it hurts me to see any of you not smiling.if i have not done enough,please let me know.im willing to change for the benefits of you.i treasure you so much, do know that (:

hafiz had swimming lesson yesterday and its funny how he describes the experience to me.only the first lesson for him and yet he forgot to bring back his towel.im suprised he didnt forget to take back his trunks.he was irritated with me today.for no apparent reason, he wasnt happy that i ate my aunt's ice-cream [which she gave me].then he just didnt wanna talk to me :(

i learnt that hafiza has learnt to take her own form of transportation.im PROUD of her.almost felt like crying knowing that after 13 years she can be more independent.i just am proud of her, thats all.

i hope nurul would be a lil bit hardworking this year.i wish to guide her way thru for PSLE but its tough for me to even teach her dreaming days.-sighs-

im looking forward to tomorrow :)

riyah starr@ 8:19 pm