i had wanted to update yesterday.
but decided not to since my dad was watching every move i made.
alrighty alright.
im gonna be telling you that im pretty tired of being nagged at.
i know i know.
you'd prolly think that my life these days are all about nagging.
but thats the truth.

after i was nagged at[for like i dont know how many times already].
i wrote in my diary and almost teared.
all the emotions; oh how i hate them truly.
thats the only place where i can let out my emotions and no one would know.
i was frustrated after hearing things that are truly aint my fault.
yet i was being put to blame.

so how did it all happened?
i picked up the phone since it was my grandmother.
talked to her a little bit la.
but i dont like it when she tells me to pass a message to my mother.
seriously, that would be the wrong move to do.
you see my mother and my grandmother dont really 'click'.
so i passed the phone to my all dearest mother.
then they were bickering on the phone about boxes.
i dont know why the hell they would do that??
then my mother was pissed of and was like nagging.
she told my father about it.
while i was showering, i heard my mother told my father...
that i was dumb as to pass the phone to her.
my reaction "???????"

my heart was super heavy and i felt super alone.
who else can i turn to at that point in time?
i am truly SICK of haging around a thread.
and the most cleverest[is there such a word?] i did was to pretend to study.

i have sulked enough the past days.
let me be happy now!!

and on the bright side, school is reopening.
i just want to get my last year done and over with.
thank you :D

riyah starr@ 10:32 am