alright another brand new day.
okay maybe not that brand new...but still its a new day aight..
i began the day with wonderful thoughts of my breakfast date.
had my shower.. dressed up..
so i was about to go out of home, when my mother became really sarcastic with me.
it aint enough that she nagged me the whole day yesterday.
she nagged me today!!!!!
so i left home with a really rebel heart thinking of silly thoughts in my brain.

had breakfast with geetha.
i've missed her and its more than a month since we saw each other.
and then we went to the library for some chillin out.
-laughs-
she was looking thru some magazines while me reading away.
i found some really good books today so im gonna try reading them all.
walked around lot 1.
believe me that place has become so boring.
i guess its the constant visit to that place during my secondary school moments.
and i bought eminem's CD.
thank you [finally a decent album by him]

before we went back, i bought my mother some little food.
to please her.
and it worked.
when i came home and gave her the food, she was acting so super nice to me.
there you are; the wonders of the parents.

so now im just stuck at home babysitting hafiz and such.
im seriously really really bored.
and my parents went out to somewhere.
you see they always always take advantage of me.
-sighs-
i never had a younger sibling to care for lo but why have to take care of my cousin?
-sighs-
still hafiz brings me happiness so its okays.
my brother went to watch a movie.
my sister is going to have dinner with her friends.
so when will i have a l;ife of my own?
have a more decent life which doesnt circle around the same four walls of this home.
i yearn for more from the outside world.

im trying not to be sour.
cause i dont wish to be that broken girl.
cause im not.
i never will be.

riyah starr@ 4:03 pm