**some how you'd wished your life was perfect.
but it can never be that way.
honetly, nowhere in this world you can find one person who is truly happy.
unless you can prove to me that im wrong.
and im wishing that my life was perfect.
i so dont know what i seek right now.**

**my thoughts are disturbed.
by the demons around me.
disturbed. disturbed.
so odd how im feeling la.
this still heavy feeling planted in myself wont go away.**

**im going to drown myself.
drown myself with the heaviest music i have ever heard.
drown myself with messages to my dearest friends.
drown myself with the pain.**

riyah starr@ 3:10 pm