im pretty frustrated. i am actually doing my second draft for I&R. and the freaking fingers of mine just typed in the first paragragh and somehow, i deleted it altogether.twice!! and my patience is running really thin.like thinner than a piece of paper.i cannot stand the constant noise at home when daddy just cannot contain his anger to himself. cause he seems almost like his dad like this. sighs.

and im on a swingers where my mood just change drastically. must be pms but im trying to control. i hate being a girl sometimes but i love being one so much. and my mum is not helping me that much cause she is always seems to be screaming in my ears. it almost seems like its my fault that i barely have time to make the freaking cookies. im sorry i dont have that time. but i have to worry about my studies and my project work rather than some freaking cookies which will only bring in revenue of $25. i dont need excess worry ma. i dont!! and time definitely is not by my side. i have so many things to worry about yet none really matters to others. im sorry im just going on and on.

im just hoping that things will run smoothly for PW. so much changes were made today and it freaks me out that i have not seen the slides and i know that the freaking slides in itself is like shit. seriously!! and im not that happy that i dont have microsoft powerpoint at home, i trust that geetha has done her best but the freaking thing is that our individuals part need to be done by individulas ourselves. thats our mistakes!! i hate myself right now!! argh!!

so much for not being depressed.
im not depressed but im just letting out my utmost fears and angers.

riyah starr@ 8:41 pm