the chapter of khairiyah mckenzie.

what's better than having a day to yourself and reading a book?
nothing's better than that.
except maybe the warmth of the pillow.
and the sound of the wind.
i'm enjoying myself today with the coolness of the atmosphere.
i'm trying to keep myself occupied with the pain i'm feeling.

but no worries.
i'm not in pain by anyone.
i'm forgiving.
but i'm just in pain cause i have the same old gastric problem.
i thought not taking the medication this morning would be okay.
but i was wrong.
i'm suffering all the juices that makes me wanna puke.

and i'm not feeling any better.
that thing or ulcer or whatever on my tongue is hurting me bad.
it got bigger today.
putting on bonjela didnt help last night.
i didnt feel a thing when i put the bonjela.
i can barely talk much today.
and swallowing my own saliva can be torturous.
ouch!
i seem to think that my right cheek is swollen but its not.
im in pain.
*pouts*

i feel lousy cause i made hafiz cried.
it wasnt my fault.
he didnt wanna learn his spellings.
so i had to shout at him and pinch him.
i gave him a choice or studying or sleeping.
before he slept, he apologised to me for hitting me before.
how sweet!
how i want him to grow up at all?
sighs.

riyah starr@ 5:20 pm