i feel like i have loads to do.
but i cant seem to figure out what.
i did my management assignment.
then i went back to sleep for a long time.
weirdness.
strange feeling that i missed out something lays within me.

i shall take back my words right now.
i feel that i want to have my life back right now.
i wanna spend every single waking day with my family.
and other times with my loveliest of friends.
i wanna make sure that i will have my life back.
its so much that i can do with it.
with much thoughts, i guess i was just being childrenish again.
people, i want my life back.

i think i have come to realise that exams are pretty much important.
was going to start on revision today.
but my tiredness just made me slept even longer hours.
with blasting music on my mp3 with music on mtv, i lay asleep.
like a child.
with no worries but weird dreams.
i know i shall not dissapoint myself or my family.
i know their dreams and aspirations lies with me.
their hope that i can bring glory to this family is in my hands.
i shall make it happen to them and for them.

finally, i got time to blog hop around.
accidentally, read his blog.
apparently, he must have been interested in someone else.
i guess he still craves for her.
i dont crave for him.
never did. it was just a thought in my mind that made me think that i was.
i hope that he might hop around and find this blog of mine.
and read this:
"I DONT NEED YOU TO MAKE ME HAPPY.
THE MORE I SEE YOU,THE MORE UPSET I GET.
SO ITS BEST NOT WONDERING ABOUT YOU.
I DO THAT NOW BUT IM FORGETTING SOON."
somehow, im contradicting myself.

and my dearest friends,
i hold no hard feelings against you.
my happiness evolves just around you.
my laughters and my joys come from you.
my sadness i shall share with you.
everything i will do it with you.
hope you peeps know that i love you.
muahs.

riyah starr@ 8:47 pm