the chapter of khairiyah mckenzie
yes!these past few days has been pretty hard on me.very hard indeed!all these masks that i put on to show the world that i can still live on.yes,im blessed to have all the love and support from my family and friends.somehow,still alone and abandoned i feel.!
pretty busy today cause i have to do written report which was like due two weeks back.i have to study for management test which i wont be studying by the looks of it.i have to re-memorise the peribahasa.i have to do my long overdued management assignment.and i have to figure out what else im supposed to do.thats not much i supposed but i can tell you that i was pretty disappointed with myself today in school.i did study a little bit for the human geography test but the minute i received the paper on my desk, my brain suddenly went blank.and i was staring atthe question and at shiqin.my goodness!i was then wondering what if that had occurred to me during exams?i would just break down and cry.!!boohoo!!
and i did try not to sleep during lessons today.i think i dint sleep but i was daydreaming less than 2 minutes.management lesson was an improvement cause i paid attention and i understood what chelvy was talking about.and yes, shiqin got picked by chelvy loads today.thanks to her daydreaming too!!hahaha.but GP was a killer cause my eyes were droopy enough and my ears shut from her voice.i think im gonna have to try harder.that reminds me that i have GP essay outline due on friday.
the sudden SC meeting kinda caught me off caught.cause i was so prepared to go home and have a good restbefore starting on any of my tasks.i thought the meeting would end like about 15 minutes or 30 minutes max.but then it kinda dragged till 430pm and we started like about 210pm.oh my god!!just two main issues and we had to stay behind for like hours on end.i cant remember how many times i yawned in the den just now.
and im proud of myself.so not looking so hard!!thank goodness riyah!!you have finally keep to your words of wisdom!!hahahaha.lets pray that no charming guy comes my way la..hahaha..
what you see is what you get.if you dont like it,then dont see.its as simple as that!!
p.s. syirah-i know you're going thru a rough phase right now but remember to stay strong always.you still have me dearie.and remember to revise more!'o' levels is coming! :D
yes!these past few days has been pretty hard on me.very hard indeed!all these masks that i put on to show the world that i can still live on.yes,im blessed to have all the love and support from my family and friends.somehow,still alone and abandoned i feel.!
pretty busy today cause i have to do written report which was like due two weeks back.i have to study for management test which i wont be studying by the looks of it.i have to re-memorise the peribahasa.i have to do my long overdued management assignment.and i have to figure out what else im supposed to do.thats not much i supposed but i can tell you that i was pretty disappointed with myself today in school.i did study a little bit for the human geography test but the minute i received the paper on my desk, my brain suddenly went blank.and i was staring atthe question and at shiqin.my goodness!i was then wondering what if that had occurred to me during exams?i would just break down and cry.!!boohoo!!
and i did try not to sleep during lessons today.i think i dint sleep but i was daydreaming less than 2 minutes.management lesson was an improvement cause i paid attention and i understood what chelvy was talking about.and yes, shiqin got picked by chelvy loads today.thanks to her daydreaming too!!hahaha.but GP was a killer cause my eyes were droopy enough and my ears shut from her voice.i think im gonna have to try harder.that reminds me that i have GP essay outline due on friday.
the sudden SC meeting kinda caught me off caught.cause i was so prepared to go home and have a good restbefore starting on any of my tasks.i thought the meeting would end like about 15 minutes or 30 minutes max.but then it kinda dragged till 430pm and we started like about 210pm.oh my god!!just two main issues and we had to stay behind for like hours on end.i cant remember how many times i yawned in the den just now.
and im proud of myself.so not looking so hard!!thank goodness riyah!!you have finally keep to your words of wisdom!!hahahaha.lets pray that no charming guy comes my way la..hahaha..
what you see is what you get.if you dont like it,then dont see.its as simple as that!!
p.s. syirah-i know you're going thru a rough phase right now but remember to stay strong always.you still have me dearie.and remember to revise more!'o' levels is coming! :D
riyah starr@ 7:07 pm