the past are all erased personally by me!!i'd rather forget those moments then live in torments of it.im happy that we are all back to normal.
and finally, i have the arms of my lovely little sister.yes,im sorry for tearing when you were hugging me.i felt that moment so much that i had to cry.somehow, i do miss that hug of yours.i do!!and great you are missing me.hahaha.
and i have discovered loads about you, siti!!i have i have.and 1 hours and 48 minutes is worth great time of mine.maybe we should do that more often.we have many similarities that we hold deep within uorselves.and like you, my stubbornness remain as a rock that wont break.but that aside, you have shown me something that i have been waiting for.and for that,i love you many muches.we should take our similarities and use that as an advantage to overcome any obstacles.
shiqin,was i too fast?or you were too slow?hahaha.sorry darling.you're still the ultimate best!!and im proud that you're not sleeping in class that much now.hehe.
i have all that i want by my side right now.aishah, siti, shiqin, huda.not forgetting geetha too!!its all blessings.i have what it takes to make you happy,i would do just that for you girls.i would :D
and no, i dont take things for granted.but i guess for some reason, human being human, i tend to forget certain things.thats my weakness!!but im hoping to work on it muchbetter than anything else.
some parts of me were hurting when i read what i saw right in front of myself.i know i was been made the fool.a big fool who was just blinded by what she thought was good.but now i know.!what's good and what's bad.definitely she's bad.im bad in my own way but i do realise that and i make new commitments to better myself.but i dont think she will ever come to realise anything.to her, she is in control.i mean everyone likes being in control but we have to compromise i guess.i was mean but i tried not to be super mean cause i felt for her.but now im just plain wrong.oh well.we'll have to see what's going to happen.
and siti, aishah, shiqin-please remind me not to be too kind nexttime k?i think with constant reminders i can pursue what i came here to do the first time.yes :D
a deepest mistake made by me was human.
im glad you came to rescue me out.
i wont know and i might never know if you didnt open my eyes to see things.
i have been showered with love.
with amazing time.
and wonderful smiles.
i was demanding.
but you understood me the bestest you could.
thank you for being you.!!
i love you much little tots :D
[you know who you are]
riyah starr@ 4:35 pm
