i have no idea what's going in my mind right now.
i cant help but think that im a failure already.
its not even over yet but i feel that im a loser in this battle.
why do i worry so much?
me friends have to remind me not to worry but what do i do?
i worry some more.
the more you tell me not to worry, the more i will worry.
what's wrong with me?
and i cant help thinking about the gifts and the food and the drinks.
what if everything doesnt go as planned?
wont i fail the team and myself most importantly?
im not sure either.!
i shall pray right now that the people will give their pencil cases to us.
i really need to keep the SCs moving.
i know we are way behind schedule and to think that we only have 3 days less now.
my goodness!
my goodness!
i feel like im in desperation need for comfort.
oh well.
went out with dee just now.
waited for her for a damned 1 hour and 15 minutes.
almost cried while waiting for her cause it was that DAMN long la.
my feet were aching and my hips were too.
i dont believe it.
but luckily she treated me to some food.
my mood not so bad la.
but still remind me not to go out with her again k?
im drained.
im such a lazy ass right now.
i still have homework [lemme think].
but im not doing it.
thats how lazy i am right now.
can you imagine getting an SMS saying that the SCs will have to stay back till 9pm on monday and tuesday.
was a BIG shocked to me but i still have to go on right.
oh well.
i still think of him till today.
saw him once on friday.
didnt wanna dampened my mood further so i didnt really wannasee him.
but how can i forget what happened on thursday?
during break.
during the walk pass each other.
during night study.
this is dedicated to jacky.
amidst all the darkness you will face, i hope that you will remain strong.
it may seem that life is tearing you apart and that it's not worth living anymore.
but it is worth living you know.
people care about you jacky no matter what you may feel.
though they might not tell you things, they care deep inside.
you will have people who care for you around you darl.
keep smiling :D
i hope you're doing okay now.
i cant help but think that im a failure already.
its not even over yet but i feel that im a loser in this battle.
why do i worry so much?
me friends have to remind me not to worry but what do i do?
i worry some more.
the more you tell me not to worry, the more i will worry.
what's wrong with me?
and i cant help thinking about the gifts and the food and the drinks.
what if everything doesnt go as planned?
wont i fail the team and myself most importantly?
im not sure either.!
i shall pray right now that the people will give their pencil cases to us.
i really need to keep the SCs moving.
i know we are way behind schedule and to think that we only have 3 days less now.
my goodness!
my goodness!
i feel like im in desperation need for comfort.
oh well.
went out with dee just now.
waited for her for a damned 1 hour and 15 minutes.
almost cried while waiting for her cause it was that DAMN long la.
my feet were aching and my hips were too.
i dont believe it.
but luckily she treated me to some food.
my mood not so bad la.
but still remind me not to go out with her again k?
im drained.
im such a lazy ass right now.
i still have homework [lemme think].
but im not doing it.
thats how lazy i am right now.
can you imagine getting an SMS saying that the SCs will have to stay back till 9pm on monday and tuesday.
was a BIG shocked to me but i still have to go on right.
oh well.
i still think of him till today.
saw him once on friday.
didnt wanna dampened my mood further so i didnt really wannasee him.
but how can i forget what happened on thursday?
during break.
during the walk pass each other.
during night study.
this is dedicated to jacky.
amidst all the darkness you will face, i hope that you will remain strong.
it may seem that life is tearing you apart and that it's not worth living anymore.
but it is worth living you know.
people care about you jacky no matter what you may feel.
though they might not tell you things, they care deep inside.
you will have people who care for you around you darl.
keep smiling :D
i hope you're doing okay now.
riyah starr@ 8:27 pm