the chapter of khairiyah mckenzie

another rough day today.
have my piece of laughter.
but i still empty inside.
totally empty.
i cant quite seem to piece out my life back together.

i enjoyed sc meeting to the max.

i've never been more happy attending sc meeting.

oh man, i love it all now!

how me, sya, liyun,&mich sat down and crap.

i never had that before.

last time it was business.

now its pure fun&stress but its worth it.

smiles baby girls :)

i'm tired right now.
cause PE was like hell though i enjoyed playing floorball.
but the run was like torture to the bones.
i could break&crack it all out.
completed the 8rounds though.
while i admire those people playing soccer&soft ball.
but you guys sucked big time.
laughs.

chatting with helmi.

i miss him many-many,

dont get me wrong.

this brother of mine just doesnt have the time for me.

*pouts*

chatting with jacky.

i have nothing to say about him.

*pouts*

chatting with sya.

she is so ON la.

chat&chat&chat.

how's your lips ah?

*pouts*

i cant believe that teacher's day is like less than 2 weeks.
i dont believe my eyes.
i dont believe my ears too.
*pouts some more*

got the shock of my life.

someone smiled at me today.

with his act cute smile.

i smiled back la.

im not that mean you know.

was just looking at at the pre-u 1 guy.
think he knows that i like him??
cant be.
its not that obvious.

adik, did i give myself away just by talking to him?

sometimes, i cant help it.

it may seem so hard for me.

but im finding it easier by the day.

as much as i want him to notice me, i cant!

feelings develop by itself.

shall not think of jealousy.

i love you adik!!

did i mention that i miss talking to helmi?
i do alrighty.
so much.

p.s: my thoughts are wrecked.

im tired.

my mind is bursting.

i cant help myself.

can you help me?

riyah starr@ 8:56 pm