..the past..
..cant help loving myself..
..aww..captain planet inc..
..syirah's side of view..the chapter of khairiyah mckenzie
got some pictures from water baby today.
loved the pictures loads.
shall put it all up on friendster aight.
i woke up to an empty home.
an empty stomach.
an empty heart.
nothing satisfies me now.
feel so demanding now.
sighs.
feels like im losing touch with you.
nasha, i understand you're busy.
i dont want you to forget me.
if you do, then you do.
sighs.
nothing much to do maybe.
shall have time to listen to myself.
listen to my tears.
listen to my heart beats.
if i have no more time to do that, i will appreciate it now.
i contradict myself alot.
i push myself too hard.
two songs for you to reflect on.
the way that i feel.
the way that i am.
im sorry if i hurt anyone of you.
im sorry im a failure.
im sorry i cared too much.
im sorry i was there.
im sorry.
im sorry for being me.
everything burns
anastacia feat ben moody
she sits in her conrner
singing herself to sleep
wrapped in all of the promises
that no one seems to keep
she no longer cries to herslef
no tears left to wash away
just diaries of empty pages
feelings gone astray
but she will sing
till everything burns
while evryone screams
burning thier lies
burning my dreams
all of these hate
all of these pain
ill burn it all down
as my anger reigns
everything burns
walking thru life unnoticed
knowing that no one cares
too consumed in their masquerade
no one sees her there
and still she sings
chorus till fade
pieces
sum 41
i tried to be perfect
but nothing was worth it
i thought it'd be easy
but no one believes me
i meant all the things i said
if you believe its in my soul
i've said all the words that i know
just to see if it would show
that im trying to let you know
that im better off on my own
this place is so empty
my thoughts are so tempting
i dont know how it got so bad
sometimes its so crazy that nothing can save me
but its the only thing that i have
riyah starr@ 1:45 pm