my baby darling!

my one and only sayang!

i know i talked about hafiz as if he was my boyfriend!

i present to you now;my only dearest sayang!!

i think its been a long time since i sent three entries in one day.

i came back from parents' evening all trembling.

the weather hot outside but i freaking cold.

i cant explain that feeling myself.

i took my medication at 145pm and felt all drowsy by 2pm.

goodness and my right arm went numb.

till now its still numb with minimal strength.

but thank goodness chelvam didnt talk very long just now.

brandon went first but i exited first.

its a good sign aight.

and i guess my face was pretty pale and my lips were chapped.

chelvam was talking about GP [again].

i remembered it was the same problem last year.

he asked me a question and i couldnt think for nuts.

it was just a simple question but i looked like i was thinking too hard.

dumb dumb me!!

im still shaking.

and to think that i have to take medicine again at 745pm.

i might as well sleep all the way till tomorrow morning.

my eyes are partly puffy.

my head is still heavy.

i did stupid things today.

i sent a testimonial for qin using huda's account.

seriously,stupid me!! %*#$

luckily i realised that quite fast and sent qin a message.

phew!

slow brains.

my final results are management-b.

economics & geography-d.

GP-d7.

malay-b4.

still chelvam said i could do better.

i gotta do more research for my work.

damn!!i cant believe that my efforts not enough.

hey, its okays.......

i shall persevere on.

im reading a book by this guy who is dating Oprah Winfrey.

i think he is pretty inspirational.

i wanted to put some of his words here but im really not in the mood.

tomorrow shall be another boring saturday.

home stay.

ohya, taking the motorbike just now was awesome.

like freedom with me.

and the wind against my skin was cool.

and refreshing.

maybe i should heed daddy's advice and take motorbike license.

he also looking forward to me having my car license.

so cool if i can have both a motorbike and a car.

but then again i shall have to pay double tax.

oh well...!!

riyah starr@ 7:35 pm