grateful.
is what he feels towards daddy.
grateful.
i am to daddy.

tears.
wanting to flow.
tears.
will flow soon.

hugs.
needs it.
real bad.
anyone.
boy or girl.

fear.
is behind these eyes of mine.
fear.
implanted deep within my heart.

darkness.
cant walk with the light.
darkness.
i walk with it.

death.
the word he uttered every few minutes.

stumbled.
despite not slipping, i stumbled.

crying.
he did.

loneliness.
i feel still.
loneliness.
you abandoned me.
coming back late every time.
leaving me to rot and feel terrible.
i hate you.

patience.
calmly stay with me.
patience.
dont leave me.

love.
i feel for mummy.
love.
i feel for daddy.
love.
i feel for him.

hatred.
i feel it deep.
burns when i think of what they did.
leaving him like this.
leaving him like this.

blood.
is stained on my clothes.
dripping in my heart.
blood.
my survival.

sadness.
for the life he has led.
sadness.
for the life he will lead.

abuse.
what he done to himself.
abuse.
is what i feel inside.

innocent.
me.
dont want to face the rugged world.
innocent.
me.
dont want to know what lies beneath.

riyah starr@ 6:36 pm