the chapter of khairiyah mckenzie
weewit.my mind has cleared and studying human geography seemed like an easy thing to do so far.but tourism might be a different story.
here i have to let things to my family:
my daddy.
my hero.
my inspiration.
my future responsibility.
you taught me a life i should lead.
you taught me to overcome my tiredness.
you taught me that you have loved me.
you have made me learn.
i will not disappoint you daddy.
my mummy.
my best friend.
my listening ear to my constant whines.
you understood the fear i had.
you tried everything for me.
i been difficult but you held on tight.
you were blessed to have me.
hopefully.
i will be your friend when pops come.
i promise you the best of me.
my brother.
my ultimate bestest friend.
i turn to you for comfort.
i turn to you to be understood.
you have understand me.
you were there when im bored and you were busy.
you tried to outplay me with that car racing game.
but you can never win me even if you try.
i still sayang you.
my sister.
my lost and found.
my maid.
laughs in a good way.
you share my words.
you share my woes.
i miss spending real time with you.
how sad.
when i lie on the queen-size bed waiting for you.
no more exchanges.
sighs.
my darling baby hafiz.
naughty naughty baby.
but still i love you.
long to hear you say those words back to me.
want more of your hugs and kisses.
i miss you terribly even when i spend time with you.
when you pout,i melt.
when you tear,im sad.
i dont want to see you go away from me.
it will be too sad then.
to the extended family on mummy's side.grandparents and aunties and cousins. i have so much more to give to you guys,just wait and see.no matter what shit you have said about me.im willing to forget so we can all be nice to each other.
im proud of daddy for wanting to take that responsibilty.it will be hard on him and mummy and the family.but im willing to compromise.willing to lose it all.i still have my family and dearest friends to be sayang-ed.loves.
weewit.my mind has cleared and studying human geography seemed like an easy thing to do so far.but tourism might be a different story.
here i have to let things to my family:
my daddy.
my hero.
my inspiration.
my future responsibility.
you taught me a life i should lead.
you taught me to overcome my tiredness.
you taught me that you have loved me.
you have made me learn.
i will not disappoint you daddy.
my mummy.
my best friend.
my listening ear to my constant whines.
you understood the fear i had.
you tried everything for me.
i been difficult but you held on tight.
you were blessed to have me.
hopefully.
i will be your friend when pops come.
i promise you the best of me.
my brother.
my ultimate bestest friend.
i turn to you for comfort.
i turn to you to be understood.
you have understand me.
you were there when im bored and you were busy.
you tried to outplay me with that car racing game.
but you can never win me even if you try.
i still sayang you.
my sister.
my lost and found.
my maid.
laughs in a good way.
you share my words.
you share my woes.
i miss spending real time with you.
how sad.
when i lie on the queen-size bed waiting for you.
no more exchanges.
sighs.
my darling baby hafiz.
naughty naughty baby.
but still i love you.
long to hear you say those words back to me.
want more of your hugs and kisses.
i miss you terribly even when i spend time with you.
when you pout,i melt.
when you tear,im sad.
i dont want to see you go away from me.
it will be too sad then.
to the extended family on mummy's side.grandparents and aunties and cousins. i have so much more to give to you guys,just wait and see.no matter what shit you have said about me.im willing to forget so we can all be nice to each other.
im proud of daddy for wanting to take that responsibilty.it will be hard on him and mummy and the family.but im willing to compromise.willing to lose it all.i still have my family and dearest friends to be sayang-ed.loves.
riyah starr@ 12:20 pm