the chapter of khairiyah mckenzie

::im really really TIRED!god,please HELP ME!::

went to follow mummy to her friend's daughter wedding at jurong west yesterday.was alright cause i thought the guy was pretty damn hot.haha.alrighty!after that met my 3 other aunts with granny at causeway point.Iqah was there too and she stucked with me ever since.did some shopping for the household then went to granny's house at woodlands since she just moved there.ate KFC,talked to the family.yeah!but it wasnt all smooth-sailing.im in DENIAL now.

ohya,at causeway point i got mysterious messages from an unknown number.must be that guy from the previous day la.it was him.at the very end of the day,can assume whats his character like so i have decided to ignore him.haha!

::thinking of JIM too much::must learn to put it all on the past::

::still feeling heavy::

::havent studied past 2 days::sighs::

::needs to talk to my friends::real BAD::will fall to pieces soon::

::couldnt put that inhumane decisions behind me::i hate my fucking extended FAMILY for bringing such HAPPINESS to my already ruined life::

::promises to care for daddy and mummy if brother and sister dont want::

::thought of s**** alot::sighs::but cant let myself let him know my feelings::he feels for another not me::

::sighs::

::qin,please i need to talk to you!!::

alrighty peeps,i really gotta get out here aight.needs some sorting out to do

riyah starr@ 9:46 am