the chapter of khairiyah mckenzie
i can finally try to put my mind to rest.
let the unhappy chapter close.
and begin another new chapter for myself and my family.
i dont wanna be bad but he had harmed us enough.
it might have gotten outta hand if he stayed on.
daddy made a tough decision by bringing him back to that home.
im proud of daddy nonetheless.
here was what took place yesterday and this morning.
my aunt came to stay over since daddy was working night shift.
whole time i didnt wanna get out of my comfort zone.
not after he went into my side of the room and had a pee.
like nobody's business.
my refusal and leg stomping made mummy cleaned it up.
felt bad after that.
had to force myself to sleep early last night.
cause i had feared the worst.
my sister and i were sleeping in bro's room and we didnt budge cause we didnt want to.
around 1130pm we went off to bed after i heard him screaming and shouting.
had a great sleep though i tossed and turned.
afraid that teddy or gooey might fall to the floor where he peed.
had my shower this morning and i locked the toilet door.
dont usually locked the door cause any human baing knows that when the door is closed, someone is using it on the inside.
haven really started showering then someone tried to open the door.
must be him.!
i was right.
i went out after my shower and he actually already peed outside.
yucks!my horror!!
whole day at school was happening cause my laughter made me feel batter.
again!
yes, again!
had SC meeting which i just sat through in silence with constant nodding.
got a message from dee.
told me that he actually told my aunt to lay beside him too.
she did unfortunately.
he hugged her?
like his lover and not his daughter?
dee told me that he was masturbating himself?
daddy told her that.
got outta hand so daddy made that choice to send him back.
so now im in the road to recovery from a bad experience.
i need my friends to make me happy and laugh always.
i need my family to stay strong with me.
the most sad part is that grandma wants to go back to her bro's home.
daddy didnt stop her.
it was for her own happiness.
she kissed me.
i hugged her.
i didnt want this to be a burden on her.
muahs to you grandma.
thank you soh liyun; my best friend.
for attending to me when i was bursting out in fear in school.
you were the only one there to really comfort me.
im glad that i have you.
maybe we should go to the BBQ ah??what you think?
the battle was won.!
guess what guys?
my flowing tears made me who i am today.
may sound weak but it made me strong.
phew!!
my darling babies out there, your support has made me better.
your laughters have made me soar.
your hugs have made me see that there is light at the end of the tunnel.
muahs.
you know who you are.!
okays lets change story to another HIM.
officially disliked him already.
lucky didnt make any stupid moves.
i can stop looking for guys la.
no point!
seriously.
i can finally try to put my mind to rest.
let the unhappy chapter close.
and begin another new chapter for myself and my family.
i dont wanna be bad but he had harmed us enough.
it might have gotten outta hand if he stayed on.
daddy made a tough decision by bringing him back to that home.
im proud of daddy nonetheless.
here was what took place yesterday and this morning.
my aunt came to stay over since daddy was working night shift.
whole time i didnt wanna get out of my comfort zone.
not after he went into my side of the room and had a pee.
like nobody's business.
my refusal and leg stomping made mummy cleaned it up.
felt bad after that.
had to force myself to sleep early last night.
cause i had feared the worst.
my sister and i were sleeping in bro's room and we didnt budge cause we didnt want to.
around 1130pm we went off to bed after i heard him screaming and shouting.
had a great sleep though i tossed and turned.
afraid that teddy or gooey might fall to the floor where he peed.
had my shower this morning and i locked the toilet door.
dont usually locked the door cause any human baing knows that when the door is closed, someone is using it on the inside.
haven really started showering then someone tried to open the door.
must be him.!
i was right.
i went out after my shower and he actually already peed outside.
yucks!my horror!!
whole day at school was happening cause my laughter made me feel batter.
again!
yes, again!
had SC meeting which i just sat through in silence with constant nodding.
got a message from dee.
told me that he actually told my aunt to lay beside him too.
she did unfortunately.
he hugged her?
like his lover and not his daughter?
dee told me that he was masturbating himself?
daddy told her that.
got outta hand so daddy made that choice to send him back.
so now im in the road to recovery from a bad experience.
i need my friends to make me happy and laugh always.
i need my family to stay strong with me.
the most sad part is that grandma wants to go back to her bro's home.
daddy didnt stop her.
it was for her own happiness.
she kissed me.
i hugged her.
i didnt want this to be a burden on her.
muahs to you grandma.
thank you soh liyun; my best friend.
for attending to me when i was bursting out in fear in school.
you were the only one there to really comfort me.
im glad that i have you.
maybe we should go to the BBQ ah??what you think?
the battle was won.!
guess what guys?
my flowing tears made me who i am today.
may sound weak but it made me strong.
phew!!
my darling babies out there, your support has made me better.
your laughters have made me soar.
your hugs have made me see that there is light at the end of the tunnel.
muahs.
you know who you are.!
okays lets change story to another HIM.
officially disliked him already.
lucky didnt make any stupid moves.
i can stop looking for guys la.
no point!
seriously.
riyah starr@ 8:30 pm