the chapter of khairiyah mckenzie

hugging onto gooey right now.
teddy is still sleeping soundly in the room.
muahs.

a new starr is born.
first it is my all-time favourite-blurrystarr.
then it was texasstarr.
and now,i present to you-reesestarr.
weewit!
my neopets.

grandpa is moving in with the family tomorrow.
so much drama.
so much anticipation of fear.
daddy starting to act different.
mummy wants to do the right things for daddy.
then daddy will get mad.
im excited.
but brother thinks grandpa might be difficult to handle.
hope his violence doesnt hurt me or sister or mummy.
tears are dripping down my cheeks.

im starting to miss my brother more than ever now.
all he ever does is work and work.
when he has off, he is always going out.
i cant wait up for him cause i have to go to school someimes.
this boredom is killing me.
this loneliness.
this sadness.
rescue me brother.!

im going to try and write my emotions out on paper.
i miss writing.
i miss everything that i ever done before.
i miss the old life that i have.
i miss my secondary life the most.
i miss those stupid crushes.
i miss those stupid PE lessons.

i miss life!

riyah starr@ 10:27 am