adik,i know its pretty nice to have ben right?if only that what was reality man.i will be the happiest woman on earth.and the best thing is i dont really have to complete my education :p and i can livwe my dreams to act and sing.woah!
i thought i wanted to wake up at 7am today but ended waking at 920am instead.i keep dozing off after my alarm clock rang.i sucked at this!but ill wake up early tomorrow.i promise!but i had wondeful dreams last night.i dreamt of nasha and lila.woah!and the dreams was full og hugs.i didnt want to let them go in that dream.man!another drama dream.must be a sign that i miss them so much lo. :p
i didnt come back to update last night cause daddy needs me so much.had a wonderful chat with him about my family history.the whole night was about learning about the family.it was nice but hearing the bad side of things kinda hurt.like gramma didnt like me and my brother cause we were not fair-skinned like dee.sighs.gramma didnt like daddy too.i so sad!i've been holding back tears lately.couldnt bear to cry cause happiness surrounds me now.sighs.and now im helping gramma alot.you see this picture of GREAT unfairness!?sighs.daddy confronted dee about bikinis.the wicked me was laughing inside but i know it was wicked.she deserved it actually.now i know daddy loves me.daddy cares for me.daddy wants me to be happy.daddy wants me to understand.and i too will love daddy as much.i love mummy too!
brother was walking night shift in 2 straight days.sighs.but today can spend a few hours with him before i go out and him to work.
spent an hour plus on the playstation overcoming obstacles on the track.but it rocks!
i couldnt upload my picture with huda onto friendster.kinda sad cause both of us are looking forward to that picture.extreme cuteness in a natural tone.its unlike huda to take pictures with me okays.so im honoured.yeah!
riyah starr@ 9:57 am
