tried doing my revision for the mid-year but to much of no avail. slacking away and i'm gonna get my head chopped of cause im such a lazy asshole. life is so fucked up. trying to enjoy so many things but then enjoyment last no longer than the tortures of life. what can i say about it? been so moody these days. cant be nice to anyone including myself. how nice right? i guess it's one of those mood swing and must be the PMS or something. but at least keeping myself sane so im chatting with syirah [nas' girlfriend;my friend]. met syirah about two weeks ago. was out with lil nasha then met up with nas and syirah. she is such a sweetheart. its as if we already know her for like millions of dinosaur years. took many neoprints [in fact only two]. but still nice and its my favourite part so who cares. okay back to topic. two weeks from now and school will reopen. tried to push the thoughts away from my mind but it's like haunting me. it keeps coming. sighs. life is getting more hectic. i feel so desperate for something new.

riyah starr@ 11:12 pm