usual usual stuff in school today.another boring day which i almost slept while paying attention in lessons.another talk by Mr ivan lim about much discipline.dont know if i should be worried about helmi.im worried about him.had student dialogue session just now and was walking around from the different LTs.im tired of climbling too many steps of ther stairs. :p i feel so tired and then after that still gotta attend a meeting by the SCs about teacher's day prep.im just sitting there for the presence of my cuteness in silence.liyun was complaining already.i wanted to get outta there as much as you do li darling but gotta maintain.if not,they will talk.and zhiwei was nice to me just now,so gentleman.laughs.
went home with liyun and michelle.long time since i talked a lot to mich.i miss talking to her.while i was at the entrance of the gate,i looked in and saw HIM.as usual he was in his super short shorts and a simple tee.looked pretty damn hot to me.i dont know if he felt my stare but somehow he just turned and looked at me. i quickly looked away la.as embarrassed as can be.
today smelly boy was acting crazy again[as always].he keeps disturbing me.dont know if he wanted to or on purpose.but his smelly effort makes me laugh.laughs.didnt talk to syed.didnt want to anyway,dont ask me why.im on a part where im so frustrated with the male species.but nothing wrong with you,smelly boy!
lately,i have been thinking about JIM.i dont know why as well.its just that i recall all the things that i went through with him last time.sighs.dont tell me that i miss him k?cause i dont want to believe in that thing as missing JIM.NO!!!!!
got home and its raining.caught in the rain.had my shower and dinner.napped for awhile.goodness!i couldnt get up from napping.but here i am!i still wonder about syirah.i hope she will message me soon.muahs.tonight will try to revise again.though i just want to sleep.i realise im running out of time.i miss my brother alot.didnt talk to him yesterday.a day wasted.
felt like crying yesterday.almost did when i message nasha and huiwen.just needed their concern and being sayanged over and over again.
ronnie said i looked fat.then he said he was kidding but he said i looked chubby and squeezed my cheeks.am i fat?maybe i am.
told myself to forget him you know.i will succeed someday.ill not let him bring me down.casue im tired of waiting and knowing that someone else is beside him.my turn will come.
i miss everybody,people!
the chapter of khairiyah mckenzie
has ended.
riyah starr@ 7:10 pm
