the chapter of khairiyah mckenzie
so yeah!its the beginning of school again today.i was so pumped up for school but i didnt know why.i felt more alive than ever.maybe thias the time to boost myself and move into the freaking future.i know now that worrying will kill me faster than work.so im going to work and stop worrying.which i wont be doing much.on the way to school today,i was lining up att the stop then i turned around.and there he was walking too.my heart melted.like DELIBERATELY melted.i thought i already forgot about him.sighs.i have to move on seriously.everything about him now makes me melt.he looks way better than months back.i cant help.but i didnt like him cause of his looks.sighs.i really feel crazy about this guy.sighs.but i know its impossible to grab him in anyway possible cause he likes another girl.who is definitely way prettier than i am and much much much thinner.what's up with guys and their ego?i dont know.when you figure it out, you lemme know aight?thanks.
the whole day was pretty cruising then PE begun and disaster struck.its almost like lightning struck me.i was so ashamed to be doing PE again.its like torture.and i aint surviving much.thank you so much to hui wen for being there every step of the way.almost die of pain!thanks baby!(: i know i can still count on you for everything.i do realise that i miss you millions.yeah!then PE he was there.almost like my heaven but at the same time my kinda hell.looking at him brings so much joy yet so much PAIN.like im being stupid again.maybe im stupid with guys.seriously i AM!so frustrating lo.its like i know i shouldnt have this feeling cause i been hurt BAd before.like completely BAD!that stupid monkey head.sighs.
so far,im doing all the wrong things but i know that ill do something much productive later.but i might sleep.i had my coke float with geetha just now.muahs muahs.love you darling for accompanying my fat ass there.yeah!so ill be having more dates with you.i still got lots to tell yuo still.keep yourself available!
im off now.going to watch tv.needs to put my milo into the fridge so that it will be super cool by the time i wanna sleep.
im going to sleep later in peace.and i will be so glad to wake up tomorrow.yeah!school once again!you know syirah!school aint so bad. (:muahs
the chapter of khairiyah mckenzie
has ended.
so yeah!its the beginning of school again today.i was so pumped up for school but i didnt know why.i felt more alive than ever.maybe thias the time to boost myself and move into the freaking future.i know now that worrying will kill me faster than work.so im going to work and stop worrying.which i wont be doing much.on the way to school today,i was lining up att the stop then i turned around.and there he was walking too.my heart melted.like DELIBERATELY melted.i thought i already forgot about him.sighs.i have to move on seriously.everything about him now makes me melt.he looks way better than months back.i cant help.but i didnt like him cause of his looks.sighs.i really feel crazy about this guy.sighs.but i know its impossible to grab him in anyway possible cause he likes another girl.who is definitely way prettier than i am and much much much thinner.what's up with guys and their ego?i dont know.when you figure it out, you lemme know aight?thanks.
the whole day was pretty cruising then PE begun and disaster struck.its almost like lightning struck me.i was so ashamed to be doing PE again.its like torture.and i aint surviving much.thank you so much to hui wen for being there every step of the way.almost die of pain!thanks baby!(: i know i can still count on you for everything.i do realise that i miss you millions.yeah!then PE he was there.almost like my heaven but at the same time my kinda hell.looking at him brings so much joy yet so much PAIN.like im being stupid again.maybe im stupid with guys.seriously i AM!so frustrating lo.its like i know i shouldnt have this feeling cause i been hurt BAd before.like completely BAD!that stupid monkey head.sighs.
so far,im doing all the wrong things but i know that ill do something much productive later.but i might sleep.i had my coke float with geetha just now.muahs muahs.love you darling for accompanying my fat ass there.yeah!so ill be having more dates with you.i still got lots to tell yuo still.keep yourself available!
im off now.going to watch tv.needs to put my milo into the fridge so that it will be super cool by the time i wanna sleep.
im going to sleep later in peace.and i will be so glad to wake up tomorrow.yeah!school once again!you know syirah!school aint so bad. (:muahs
the chapter of khairiyah mckenzie
has ended.
riyah starr@ 8:55 pm